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Friday, 29 August 2008

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yay..got time to blog le!!
ok,good news..my math grade improve!! wahhaha..
yeah..and it's NOT becoz i got study... anyway i believe that
i will be OFFICIALLY unbanned soon..hehe=P

yesterday was like so damn busy lor..
run here run thr for teacher's day present..
me,jh and dinah wanted to go amk hub de la..
but change mind to go causeway point..
ahh..then we wanted to eat mac..but we past by pizza hut
and then decide to eat thr lor..
THAT DOESN"T MEAN I"M RICH OR WHAT HOR..(it's cheap when share price..duh)
hehe..so fun..we 3 ppl order 4 ppl the meal..
lol..and i'm so proud of myself..i managed to finish my food!! yays^^

i know we were noisy..(sec sch students ARE like that anyway..)
haha..and crazy..well,in my opinion la..
dinah added cheese in her soup..and jh..iced lemon tea..
omg..it doesn't sound edible..(but of course can eat la..)

then walk like siao for a present..oh man..
3hours plus..can u believe it??!!
it's a record for me la..coz i don't enjoy walking around much....
kept on bumping into jen,serina and iylia..
at amk mrt,woodlands mrt,and 2 times at 1st level..hoho..

yay today is teacher's day!!
anderson nth much la..sch function from 9am-11am..
but the concert end late..ahh..
(i'm sure SOME ppl can remember how pissed off they were when my cny concert ended late...and i couldn't make it on time..)
aces very sian la...but good..they kept it short & sweet..still got apple to eat..o.O
concert rocks lor!! i love the vid dedication by 4/1'08..so funny..
the o'level drama students were good too~~ imitating teachers..wow..

ok,concert ended like at 12+..
i only left the sch at 12.15pm..
chiong to nbps lor..so damn many things to bring home..
arms breaking..oh man..

saw so many ppl...
and chat like siao lor..i so long nvr talk until my saliva run out leh..
jonathan came back..oooo..he forgot i who le la..wad the..
how can he forget me???!! *ok,i don't like him...angry..*
even priscillia came back..chester chua no go back..went back jiemin ba..

ahh..then i was eating my guides cookie (the choc was melting in my fingers)..
brandon lim came along..and i was like so unglam lor..i actually licked my fingers in front of him..
lol..well,i always disgusting de mah^^

boon kit clean forgot abt me le..(eh,u still rmb me 6 months back leh..)
xinghao remembered me..yay!! so touched..

haha..then he was like telling mdm siti..:
eh u noe this girl ah..last time in class so quiet de..now so talkative..
haha..yeah..ppl do change..just that maybe my change is too much..then maybe kinda shocking..
then mdm siti was like: "oh..that's coz you're(xinghao) not in class anymore.." lol
kept on interupting in conversations..haha..
cass was like "err..why u suddenly become like that..?? lol.."

went to bookshop to enjoy air-con..
chatted with the aunties..yep..only after i left nbps then i really learn how to appreciate the popular bookstore..
sec sch one is the that kind we had in nbps (2002 to abt 2005??) that kind..

the whole sch change a lot.. even the toilet different le..

haha.. yeah..i do notice the toilet..

yay^^ and i saw mrs ee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes!! finally..i miss her so much lor..got her no.

chat !!!..hees..
ahh..they shldn't close the sch at 2pm..if not can chat longer lor..haiz..
anyway got see her le la..yay.=D

sms mrs lim and ms koh..haha..

ms koh reply: thank you glad to have the company of your msg..i'm bored to death waiting alone while the students are presenting..(they went for competition..)

lol..

DK..why u grow so tall le?? i don't like you..*sulk*lol..
u change so damn alot lor..if i know you coming then i bring rubber band +paper bullet le..
yay..i managed to beat him a number of times...YES!! shiok feeling..
i miss that..i can't hit boys in my class..they are too what..

and BRANDON LIM..
u pervertic sia..
i was only joking..JOKING la..
1st cca-ncc,2nd cca-guides..
lol..what happened to you??!!
my god..u actually OFFERED to let me check..

and i seriously DON"T need to check ok..
gross la you..oh man...don't strip ahh..lol

then go np..saw wilbert...
yay. he remember me!! *ok,u rock*
boring lor..then go find ines & agnes..play blind mice again..
ohh..u noe what happen right??
yeah..kenna caught so damn many times..
then later got a few more younger kids join us..lol

finally..THANKS TO ALL THE PPL WHO NVR FORGET ME!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!
*muacks muacks*...lol..hope to see ya soon!!

btw,grace cl & jerrica went back nbps too!! lol..

tmr north d campfire..

must jiayou for my performance!!!yay=D

ok some pics:(some pics dun wanna upload..i will respect the ppl..)

feel free to send me pics..i don't mind...^^

jonathan kua...lol

chicken soup with iced lemon tea ,anyone??

see..even simarpreet has to bend down to drink..

me & jh..

that's how we shared the last bowl of soup..

i don't know who he is la..still in pri sch i suppose..

pizza!!

dk..ooooo

aiss teacher's day celebration..

wilbert (black tee)and shun lai..

playing...

mr eu & mr najib performing..

my god..dk shot up le..he taller than me sia..

although i was not at the scene & the pic is blur..

i can tell that that is brandon,govind& xinghao..

to brandon: keep your shorts up..thx..lol

me,mdm siti & chenhui..

man i look terrible..didn't have time to re-tie my hair..=.=

roshelle,leesheng(not ang ah..)&agnes..

"are u smarter than an andersonian"..

prize: 1m worksheets to mark..

YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-19:24

Wednesday, 27 August 2008

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yeah i'm back again...heheheh..

hmm,actually i not really that suay la..i thought today first period

was lit and not hcl so i nvr bring my textbook..

but actually we doing compo lor..heng sia..^^

i really have no inspiration..i didn't bring the guide..ahhh..but at least i managed to hand up

before the deadline(5pm).. wednesday leh..2.10pm sch end..

dismiss a little late..(2.25pm+)..then i nid to change and report for guides at 3pm..

lol..35 minutes to complete...i was busy sms-ing the whole time lors..the whole day sia..

didn't eat recess & lunch..ahh..so sad..

had full dress rehearsal during guides..Oooo..

coy 2 wasn't too bad..only i have problems singing & dancing at the same time..lol

the thing must start with right leg,left arm..but i more used to left leg,right arm lor..

marching mah..is like that the right..??

haha..anyway i hope nth will go wrong during the big day!!

8.30am at amk station...wow..i expect i will be late..=P

then stay back after guides to do the reflection..

ahh..actually not by today de lor..but nvm la..i don't mind staying back..

anyway it's with my yujia,huiling and jiaying mah..hehe..love being with you guys!!

nxt term so little meeting..sob): I WANT PATROL OUTING!

well..yujia & huiling are hardworking de..all do hw..

me & jiaying of course do reflection..i did do la..but do wrong..-.-

talk a lot of crap..

brought out the lifestyle magazine..and started flipping thru..

did the craziest of things..

gave lotsa lame comments..lol

i love staring at the satay and chicken!! (i didn't eat mind you..)

haha..and money is kinda nice staring at too!! $.$

yujia thought i was super siao lor..hehe..

and the reflections..

me and jiaying sort of "vandalised" our entries..

wrote crap inside..(well,it makes it more informal mah..i love that!)

i came up with the idea of drawing our hands on the blank space..

why?? so that future juniors can compare their hands..lol

heheh..we are CRAZY...yujia was like =.=" lame lah..

yep,we're lame..wonder what our juniors will think of us..lol..

their seniors are actually so lame and wu liao...=P

as what yujia said to me..or rather sms..WIERDO..(reminds of whizzes of the void deck..haha)

btw, we went to mac lab for home econ...

then mdm waheeda happened to pass by and guess what??

she saw my blog..OOoo..and she saw the pic of the shephard's pie..

LOL..er,she also saw 2 of your blogs...

sorry..is sabo de..Oops!

ok,some pics i took:

"pls remember to bring grammar paper as you might get marks.."

see what happened to it..lol

KF2 logbook

me & jiaying's entry..look at the hand..wow..

i wrote this on one of jiaying's entry:

PIGGY YEAR(1995)..

we are NOT lazy..but we are LAME=D hehe.

"i'm proud of my name..DON'T spell it WRONGLY!!"

ch sent this to me..wahh..so united sia..

eh what the hell is that bert doing??!!

YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-20:30

Tuesday, 26 August 2008

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ok good news for you ppl..
i declare myself free from the ban of com!!
yay^^ well,parents don't seem to care..they can't moniter me anyway..
so what's the point sneaking to the com..why not just declare myself unbanned liao??
haha..yep,like that also can...

ok,an update on what happened during the past few days..
last friday:
sch(sci class)----so fun!!
did the experiment with the acid & alkaline..
the colours are so beautiful lor..peiyun's one is so nice..
i only took a few pics..sob..

guides---very weird..
we everything all change lo..roll call is different now..we follow handbook inside de..
and we have to greet ppl differently le.."ma'am" is reserved for guiders only..
top four will be so-and-so CL..the other sec threes will be so-and-so PL..
hmm..it's weird..so used to calling them ma'am or by their name itself le..
ziyun/junying/grace/peixuan CL & yujia/samantha,etc PL??
errr...no comment..

yesterday:
after sch go coffee shop eat with 4 other ppl...
saw qian ci for a total of THREE TIMES..LOL..
1st time--7-11
2nd time--under the blocks
3rd time-- traffic light thr..
hohos..we seem to have a lot of affinity ya...hehe=D
then go find cat and play..ahh..all someone's idea..lol
confidence speaking..haiz..what can i say..i still can't get "tasks" right..

today:
ahh..i'm so suay!!
the first time i nvr hand in math homework hor..
then cher must pian pian go after this piece of hw today..=.=
how suay can i be lor...
she usually heck care de..argh..

oh ya..performance judging was not on monday..they postponed it to sat..
tmr will be full-dress rehearsal...o.O

sob..my grades are all dropping..
i so far only got b3/b4.. the rest i still dunno the grade yet..
geog & history shld be able to get at least an a2..^^
must work extra hard nxt term lo..

and mind you..i'm NOT rich..

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i really dunno what i'm thinking..
can't understand myself..the way my mind works..
i don't understand it one bit..
i really dunno why i'm feeling like this..
empty,empty,empty..
this is the only word that i can use to describe me now...
i know i'm loved..i know i have a wonderful sch & family life..
but why do i feel this way??
i lack sth..maybe all these isn't enough..
or is it because i'm not contented and hard to please?? this i really dunno...
i really want a hug..an embrace so warm that it can lift my soul..
and brighten up my day..this is what i truly wish for...
seeking comfort and pleasure in the company of friends and seniors..
what more can one ask for??
a simple thing like a word of praise..laughter even..can make a person's day..
you may not know it..but it means everything to that person...

inspiring quote on monday:
it is easier to encourage a friend when he/she is down than to feel happy for a friend when he/she enjoys success..so those who are able to feel happy for one's friend when he/she succeeds is truly a noble person...
so i just wanna thank all the ppl who cheered for me...now i will learn to appreciate it more...^^

as what samantha always say.."ren bu ke mao xiang"..
yep,i do agree that it's true..i may look innocent and simple on the outside..
but inside..it's a whole new different person...
no one really understands this inner vanessa..not even me,myself...
i'm learning to love myself more...my life..my everything..
every cloud has a silver lining..all problems have a solution..
tell myself never to give up in all adversities...be strong^^

i'm different,i'm special...everyone is unique..
i know it..and i'm proud of it..coz this is uniquely me!!!

made this during home econ..ai yo..out to kill me arh??so much pepper..

me wearing the googles..haha=D

YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-19:33

Sunday, 17 August 2008

Catholic High Campfire♥

yesterday cat high campfire..woohoo!!
needless to say, it was damn fun..(well,all campfires are fun ya..)
went to j8 with jingwen & peiyun first..shop for teacher's day present..haha
ines said she saw me at the mrt..lol..didn't notice her coz i was late as usual..
(eh, since when was i ever early for meetings??)
lol..wad a coincidence..
then at j8 damn sian la..walk here walk thr..hmm, nth much to talk abt here..
wanted to eat dinner thr but coz of time constraint cannot lor..so buy sweet talk^^
wah..the thr quite fast sia..i will wait like hell if it's at amk hub or at mrt..
bought the green apple ice-blend..yum yum..
walk back to mrt to meet the rest of the company...heheh..share lotsa food thr..
eat qian ci's chicken pie,and someone else the sweet, chocolate..(yay!! free food..lol)
and my green apple ice-blend..shared by 4 ppl..all drinking from the same straw..haha..

ok,then walk to cat high..*walking**walking*
and OMG! the sch is damn big!! (ok,wad crap am i talking..it's supposed to be big..)
the gateway was so "WOW".. it's so high..
(ours is so low...and monfort scouts were the ones tat help us with it..)
and it looks so magnificent..got quite a long queue..at the top of the stairs got 2 scouts helping
ppl to get up the walkway or wadeva u call tat.. haha..ya, they hold everyone's hand and pull them up...(wahh..they must be very happy sia..guides hand also can hold..)
mine also got hold la..seriously, if u try to climb up without help it hink it's gonna be unglam..
so just let them hold lor...hehe..
then i was like running across the walkway..then the cat high scout was like "erm,slowly..no nid to rush de.." the walkway down was rather scary and tough..i forgot hu almost trip over thr..
ahh..and they laid out red carpet..LOL..so cool..

the campfire was held in the field..and chairs were provided too...Ooo
well, they claim tat got 32 sch coming..i dunno how true tat is la..couldn't bother to count..
the programme booklet is really like those booklet kind lor..
ours is just paper then staple together..
the cat high one is made of the tat kind of material..yep..
campfire theme is "chronical"..Ooo

i think the emcees were funny..yep,tickled our funny bone..
they started with a story abt a disgruntled sec 1 scout and so on..
although sometimes they like kinda blur blur..they still did a wonderful job..
haha.. scouts singing also..how cool is tat?? well,i thought they would feel pai seh or wad..
yep, joshua goh u did a great job..
"country road..take me home..to the place..i belong.."
oh ya..i wonder why hor...the intro right..
st nic they got so much nice thing to say then ours nth de..
erm,are cat high scouts bias??
anyway..we are not petty ppl ya..^^
and mind you..our campfire is CHEMICAL AG, NOT CHEMICAL SILVER

second game..a rendition of "don't forget the lyrics"..
part 1: name the song and artiste
and for one of the song right..huiling knew the answer then she was running to the stairs up the stage when a scout just jump onto the stage and approached joshua first..
ahh..and he didn't let the lady go first..ahh..so ungentleman..
but then HAHA..he couldn't get the right answer so bye-bye..
then huiling try again..run to stairs up the stage..but too late again..
an ACS(I) had jumped onto the stage first..
but he let the lady go first...wahhh...mr nice guy..^^

part 2: name the song and artiste, then sing a another song by the same artiste
well,got this scout hu didn't know wad other song la..then he also paiseh to dance..
so hor..got another scout..(from the same company i suppose) jump onto stage and like "waltz"
with him..LOL

and we noticed tat at the other end..in the sch compound..
(sports hall thr,at the basketball sculpture)got a few blinking lights..
some of us thought it could be a SOS msg..haha..but it's actually camera flash light..
and we were gunning for "BEST SUPPORTING" and true enough..we WON!!
well, we were the ones tat were screaming,cheering and singing non-stop..
"GO LIKE A*GUIDES ,GO GO,FIGHT LIKE A*GUIDES, FIGHT FIGHT
GO LIKE A*GUIDES, FIGHT LIKE A*GUIDES, ALL THE REST CAN GO FLY KITE..
FLY KITE FLY KITE ALL THE REST CAN GO FLY KITE
FLY KITE FLY KITE
LATER KENNA LIGHTNING STRIKE..
BOOM!!"

the souvenier was kinda cool..we nid to use the secret code to open the thingy..
then inside got the owl glass..the sand all got different colour de..oooo
then we go to the canteen for refreshments..and i wonder why they must put peas inside the wadeve u call it..arghh..i hate peas..
yep,then walked to mrt/j8 with huiling and jingwen..
complaining abt mdm chan..=.=
and talk abt the streaming thing ..

really enjoyed myself..^^ going to north division campfire on 30 august..
a mayflower scout approached zi yun mam to ask if we can attend their campfire on i think 6 sep so can't really confirm yet..

(i think the scout was kinda shuai..lol..but my dear will always be the most shuai de..haha=D)..

anyways, had loads of fun and hope can come back nxt year!!