when i cant find the words.
landscape photographs on our natural world are just so powerful.
i find strength in it. i get inspired.
the feeling i get when i imagine myself in it is just amazing.
it's intense.
whatever i feel now, is captured and frozen in time.
pictures speak a thousand words.
i'm free in nature.
that loneliness.that broad sky.
maybe god has more in store for me.
in my life, i will do greater things than sitting here
and wondering when you will come back.
天亮了 雨下了
你走了 清楚了
我愛的 遺失了
落葉飄在湖面上睡著了
想要放 放不掉
淚在飄
你看看 你看看不到
我假裝過去不重要
卻發現自己辦不到
說了再見
才發現再也見不到
我不能就這樣失去你的微笑
口紅待在桌腳
而你我找不到
若角色對調你說好不好
說了再見
才發現再也見不到
能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老
又狠往哪裡走
再次擁抱一分一秒都好
hm i wonder how much this post shows my personality.
if you ask why i'm good at geog, maybe this is the answer.
if you ask why i'm so silent,emo, passionate and 'natural',
maybe you can get some clues from here.
what happened a few years back really changed me.
i realised that the world is not so simple.
it's filled with lies.
"treasure the ones that love you and forget the ones that dont"
that's why i cherish every relationship of mine.
hypocrites shld get out of my life.
i go for stuff that express certain moods,relationships,etc
because it really means A LOT to me.
inspiration,aspiration,strength,power,smiles,happiness,friendship,love,kinship
helplessness,emo,darkness,etc
you'll probably know that i love rainbows,forests,sky,clouds,rainy days,empty swings,lone trees,dark nights,empty streets,etc
ppl sometimes get the idea that i'm materialistic, but that's inaccurate.
what i TRULY want, is warmth and love.sincere.
sadly, it's just so hard to get that.
i dont exactly want a huge teddy bear or a hair straightener for my fringe or whatever,
i'm just using these items to make up for what i cannot get.
a huge teddy bear. to hug. to talk to. to cry on.
because i cant find any support.
who's gonna tell me that you will catch me when i fall and that you will always be there?
sentimental.
i prefer heartfelt notes,hugs,nice words,etc more than gifts.
words cant describe how much i love all of you.
and i know i may have said this to you guys in sms,cards or face-to-face before,
but you are really a blessing and a gift from god.
and thankyou for coming into my life(:
iloveyou(((:
my hair's straighter these days-.-"
