walking with Him``

Thursday, 30 June 2016

the 老gong♥

tlg is 26!! finally we have a really nice family photo and i created a unique card :p (thank god for the website actually haha!)

ini laogong busy workingg even on the bdayy ~

what a reliable dude :D
earning money to feed the fat moi

YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-23:15

Sunday, 26 June 2016

beauties♥

i count knowing these girls as one of the best things that ever happened to me.

from spending time tgt everyday in sch for 2 years to the half-yearly meet-ups we have now, the time we see each other + talking on whatsapp has definitely dwindled drastically.

but one thing our dinner date today reminded me of, is the fact tht it's something worth celebrating (lol in some twisted sense). because that means no guy/friend is giving me so much trouble n heartache such tht i have to keep ranting in the chat. HAHAHAH.

well done TLG, you've automatically entered their good books even though i provide limited info on you (Y)

YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-21:46

my gallery weekend♥

yesterday was a fairytale :D

i love seeing tlg enjoying himself, with erm, all the free treats as well .
HAHAH

YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-21:38

Tuesday, 21 June 2016

meetups!♥

capped off an entire week of meeting people! :D noticed an overdose of cold stuff lately? hahaha.

but i feel like my worries are coming back...im sorry that im disinterested for the past few months t.t

searching for goals n life directions is a bumpy ride..
___________________________________

你在看吗？

我没忘了.
祝你生日快乐 ~
希望在工作,家庭和感情里你还是幸福的 (:

还有谢谢, 对不起

YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-00:20

Friday, 17 June 2016

maybe im complaining♥

maybe i take photos in jest because i need to prove to ppl tht im not only rotting away at home (even though thats what my speech seems to suggest)...

i do go out and do things.
i just dont take photos of everything n post them up.

i have work to do as well.
doing bible study and planning a tour may not sound like normal work, but it still requires time and effort.

it's not that i dont want to make myself even more busy, but lately i find it a smack in the face when opportunities show up too late.

why is it tht my company suddenly wants to hire a HR intern.
why is it tht the school's aiesec signup form doesnt work,but ive just found out tht the one at the general website does.
why is it tht when i googled all of these in march/apr, they nvr show up until now.

and it's already midjune lol.

i really wonder why my eyes were made blind to accessing these.

i feel quite upset tht ive missed those opportunities to do something 'more productive' during this break.

just ytd, i found out tht taking special sem is essentially free if i meet certain conditions.
sigh.

too late to sign up for part 2 of special sem as well.

what do all these missed opportunities serve to do for me? more time to take a break and reflect?

i appreciate that.
but is it just me?

YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-00:14

Monday, 13 June 2016

in the east♥

Pasta.Meat.Sauce. cafe @ East village!
we spent only $16nett altogether (free truffle fries for every 2 pastas ordered on saturday!)

teehee.

tasty and belly-filling.
friendly staff.

i think it would be more popular if not for the location and lack of publicity (?). it's a really small and minimalist place haha.

if i lived in the east i might just head there every month ! (cant wait to move out of yishun/the north !!!!! arghhhhh)

YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-09:35

Friday, 10 June 2016

about myself♥

wow this was what i wrote about myself 2 years ago! (for scholarship application):

"My interest lies mainly in careers that deal with service or management and I feel that the Hospitality and Tourism/MICE/Aviation/Food & beverage/Human Resource industry would be well-suited for me. I am proud of Singapore's progress in these abovementioned industries and I wish to see myself as capable of continuing this success.

I have ever raised the idea of working in the airport because the environment there is extremely appealing to me. Through my higher-than-average number of visits to the airport, it strikes me as an exciting, dynamic and definitely a place that I feel energised to be in. I thoroughly enjoy the Changi experience and I am inspired to let others enjoy it as much as I do. Henceforth, I hope that there is an opportunity for me to pick up skills so that I can be a valuable asset and contribute to the growth of the aviation industry.

I was never sure of my identity; nothing felt clear-cut to me. I was neither a predominantly Science nor Arts person, and I would like to believe that I am as much of an outgoing and friendly person as I am a shy and private individual. I feel that I am caught in the middle, which is why I value flexibility and I tend to pursue a general path. In school, I enjoyed Geography the most because it was fascinating to witness and understand processes that shaped the wonders of the earth, and also how people are invariably linked to each other or the physical environment in one way or another. I am aware of my interests and strengths, which is why I opted for a hybrid subject combination in Junior College as it marries both well. I discovered my passion for singing by accident, while playing songs aloud on my computer and I found myself naturally drawn to accompanying the singer's voice through the lyrics. Singing energises me and gives me confidence. It breaks the silence and comforts me to know that I am not alone. Essentially, it helped me build up my self-esteem (2 cyber bullying incidents scarred me) and I started to view things more positively and opened up again. I am comfortable spending hours alone with my thoughts and I use my blog to reflect and remind myself that everything -good or bad-happens for a reason (regular self-motivation). Relationships are extremely important to me because they give me the inner tranquillity and comfort that I need. People are my source of strength and all I crave for is a simple love with mutual understanding and trust."

if a condition such as 'mid-uni crisis' exists, then i'm probably feeling it already.

as i read through what i wrote, i experience again the joy of learning geog.

and after spending this afternoon to reflect on my degree journey thus far, i've clearly identified what i'm just really terrible in. therefore if i can do well for my other mods, there may be a chance to regain second upper after all :D (even though based on history i'm usually quite 'suay' and always end up slightly shy of achieving top honours boohoo haha)

nvm, hang on to hope ~ :D

YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-23:27

Monday, 6 June 2016

monday musings♥

the spirit to serve has been ignited in me once again...

looking at the sign-up forms and recent conversations/happenings, i realised how lonely this journey can be.. when i have to volunteer or join whatever stuff alone, simply because i cant seem to find others in my circle who share the same heart and enthusiasm.

or perhaps they really dont have the time...

to be honest im conflicted between giving away my time for free vs for monetary rewards. because of opportunity costs.

when i look at my fellow year 2s doing internships this summer break, sometimes i wonder if spending time volunteering, organising a school event and being active in nav is making me lose sight of the long term... am i being unproductive /unwise in how i spend my break?

it's terrifying when wr asked me 'what things will feed you and give you a job next time?'

so is denying myself = giving up an upper middle income lifestyle ? O.o (honest question haha)

my choice would be simple if i didnt have to feel accountable to people..

sometimes i just need to learn to cut some strings. or to let go of some burdens..maybe life would be more liveable then (: and serving would be worry-free.

^thats how i view a prosperous and well-lived life.

i hope that God will grant me such grace.

sidenote: found this really meaningful because even though im separated from everyone, thankyou for being there for me. (even though we are so so different and i only have my love and loyalty to offer you. thankyou for not despising it, friend. )

YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-12:49

Sunday, 5 June 2016

belly bump♥

helloo to our food babies ~

i like how we always fool around like kids

YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-18:36

same same but different♥

ive not received a single 21st bday invite till now... hahaha!

dont tell me this will also happen when im in my mid to late twenties and no one else is getting engaged/married .. O.O O.O

am i really growing up? o.o

YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-17:13