class SL and NE trip!
today is the earliest ive ever woken up hahahaha (for non holiday purposes).
conserve water n lets give back to the society!
who will give my heart a break?
"...cus youve been hurt before, i can see it in your eyes. u try to smile it away some things u cant disguise. dont wanna break your heart baby i can ease the ache..." -Demi Lovato
sometimes i feel my life is all a lie. filled with liars.
imagine when i found that out many times over...
so if i could famous, i would share my story and inspire change!
the more you think you know yourself, the more you actually don't.
looking at past attempts of me defining myself and i wish i could just bury my head in the sand.
the part of me that i would like to present to the world is constantly evolving. which is why im never satisfied with any description for long.
after all, how far can character and personality be accurately put into words?
theres a full circle to life but i tell only the incomplete.
the first instinct is usually what you like or enjoy.
for many years, it was sleeping, msn-ing,talking crap and snacking.
but these don't sound very defining nor serious.
right now i would say that,
my greatest love is singing! ive never understood the cameraderie of those that share the same interests but now i do, somewhat :D every corridor, every classroom our voices fill the air. this is, my 'choir clique'. hahaha.
i retell stories/reenact movie scenes with dramatic enthusiasm.
i may not pass off as adventurous but given the chance, i would stay out late into the night to eat supper/go night cycling or jogging.
theres a particular landscape that i always love to envision, one that is unfortunately not too possible in singapore. the closest i get, is the kranji war memorial.
peace and tranquility,close to nature, to be able to spread my arms and feel the wind in my face, living a simple life in a small town with those i love. and we may do things a little old school.
little wonder why i love country- both the music genre and the landscape.
for a long time ive starved myself off fiction books, dismissing them as unnecessary because they arent too 'realworld'.
but now im starting to see their value. i still rarely read books, only 0-2 a year.*meek laughter* and its wondrous how each pick sticks to this 'landscape'.
i thoroughly enjoyed The Book of Life by Cecelia Ahern and The Hunger Games Trilogy by Susan Collins and that feeling you get while reading it... gosh its indescribable(:
life isnt a clearcut lined path.
ive always been someone that is 'in-between', neither this nor that. at the crossroads, im at a loss. but im going to try convincing myself,take a bold step in whatever direction and perhaps explore the unbeaten path.
to be carefree, meet new people, explore cultures and see the world, it is my current dream to be a cabin crew or work in an airline company/ the airport or sth geography-related.
so... soar like an eagle! cus
the sky knows no bounds
it simply takes a bit of discipline :D
milking every ounce of motivation before the pw results strike me like an iceberg n cause me to descend to Davy Jones's locker.
the haunting ghost of o lvls frightens me like crazy ):
hard work,sincerity and reward doesnt tally much in my case ):
it hard to erase disappointment, some of it will always stay with you as u think back.
but its still better to try your best than not.
~FIGHTING!!! 8months to go?