this is a rare day when i can finally relax from the breakneck speed at which the month is passing by. dec is packed to the brim and there's so many things tht i have to do!

anw i had a chance to meet up with these people over the past 2 days! we waited so long just for yearend!

cheezz studio + ktv@teoheng with 3women&1uncle and lockdown+mind cafe+ impromptu sleepover with childhood friends!

these are like really cool places that are just great for outings! it can be a little pricey but its worth it! xD

and i have to specifically mention tht the staff at cheezz studio is too awesome! we were actually lost/late for our 30min booking but the lady was so patient in providing me with directions over the phone. whats more, we thought tht we wouldnt be compensated for the time that we were late but she still gave us a full 30min session for us to snap photos! :DD

oh but anw 30min is still a short duration so we just got crazy and went all out LOLL!! so half the pictures were just unglam shots x.x it was fun though xD will definitely be going back there again! (:

for the rest of this month:
22-29 taiwan and the VERY VERY long-awaited kf2 reunion on the 30! wheee :DD cant wait to see everyone again!

wishing a blessed christmas for all!

i dreamt of you again.

it kind of paralleled us in reality.
sometimes i wonder if you know in your heart that i will always be your quiet supporter because you mean so much to me.

ive nvr said to you in person how i really felt so i guess you easily overlooked it.

you couldnt see how your actions was starting to eat me away. you thought tht it was fine but the truth is, it wasnt. ive always feared losing you, so i told myself i could put aside the fact tht i was slowly diminishing in importance.

but you were definitely too much. till tdy, you have no idea how you have chipped away my trust.

i love you so much tht i cant give up on you, but i know tht i will nvr ever trust you the same way again. you warmed my heart, yet you are the one to freeze it.

i can only think of you and dream of you. the words i'll nvr say to you in reality. you are making me cry until i am forgetting how you made me smile.

i remember in tht dream, after many years i looked into your eyes, do you rmbr me at all?

and it ended the way just as someone else decided to act like a complete stranger to me on the bus.

i dont want the same thing to ever happen to us but it really might):
the day tht we even cease to be in each others' thoughts.

right now, i can only pray that you will remember me...

i really really miss you a lot ):
and it is my biggest regret tht i can nvr say it to you. if things somehow improve, i will nvr let go of you. i will hug you, and maybe then youll understand.

but if it does come to the point when im giving up on you, will you say something? ........

it has been YEARS since we both went on a date tgt :p
LOVE YOU R! <3

la ristrettoes,catching fire at the cathay, sota gallery,bugis area/haji lane

Its prom again! But this time, it was worth the money! Seeing that almost all of my friends dont go to such events,ive established that the main point of going to one is not to take many photos with everyone, but to just enjoy myself! :p i had a great time dressing up all girly and the food and the programme did not let me down:D

Anw i had a phone tragedy on that faithful aftnn so im using a new one now. Kind of lost half of my phone list and all my messages ): is this a sign that i shld let go of the past that i long to go back to?

But speaking of the good, I FINALLY OVERCAME MY FEAR AND PUT IN CONTACT LENSES MYSELF! HAH! (well it was out of necessity) it did take me quite some time though. and freefalling tears from my left eye oops. Anw i did my makeup on my own this time but i suppose the result is not too bad for a firsttimer? Lol. My interest in makeup is kinda piqued now hee.

Still, thanks to EH & G, their lovely friend(IM SO SORRY I FORGOT UR NAME T.T)for doing my hair and giving makeup advice + their parents for fetching me to and from the hotel ((: thats so nice of them!!!! Yeah so i kind of saved on quite a sum compared to the andss one. Hahahaha yayyy. outings these days are getting more expensive as we get older so given tht i barely have any amt to save, looks like i'll just have to.curb my expenditure for each one D: idk why but this is sounding like a tall order LOL. Omg it nvr used to be such a major issue!

Oh and i must say tht im thrilled tht we got table 18 heeee. cus its my favourite number and the server guy is.quite cute btw lol.

#mentalnote: swooned when he did sth (gentlemanly?)for me :p

See you girls some time again!

my BEST buys so far! :D
it nvr felt so good to hand over cash w/o hesistating, because these will be my loves for a long time!
not to mention tht its absolutely value for money :p

thanks to EH&the other girls,my sis,MICH(<3<3!!),aunty Y and S for accompanying the utterly clueless me arnd orchard the past 2 days or/and giving me valuable style info!

but to be honest, im more excited abt the food. LOL!
hope it doesnt disappoint!