Wednesday, 29 September 2010
♥
i've thought of a name for my rabbit lerh:D
and jw shall be the first to know! HAHA
but must wait until got chance to see each other-.-"
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-21:47
Tuesday, 28 September 2010
dear kid♥
on the way home today, saw a class of kids having a field trip around the estate.
sweeeet.
but it stirred up my memory.
OKAY OFFICIAL ANNOUNCEMENT:
FROM NOW ON, VANESSA YEO LI CHING SHALL AVOID PLACES WITH SMALL KIDS IN ORDER TO PROTECT HERSELF.
i have so many problems with them.
#1- fear of knocking them down cuz i look forward when i walk
#2- fear of unreasonable parents who will blame me for not having eyes
#3- fear of 'inconsolable kids'.
#4- kids using a 'butt-drumming strategy' to make me move away.
OMGosh.
dear kid, it doesnt work that way.
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-20:23
Monday, 27 September 2010
♥
bleah
i'm feeling awesome.
so decided to treat myself to fb & blogger.
haaaha pathetic?
I THINK I"M GONNA FLUNK TRIPLE SCI BIG TIME.
if if if by SOME miracle,
eng(A2)
emath(A1)
amath(A2)
geog(A1)
combined humanities(A1)
chem/bio/phy (B4)
L1r5 = 11
wow. still need to attend meet the parents session-.-""
okay MUST WORK SUPER DUPER UBER HARD FOR SCIENCE.
chem shall be my strategy. ironically.
that's my worst science. LOL
all the best(:
i really hope you do well!
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-21:38
Tuesday, 21 September 2010
♥
10 days left)):
there's so much work to do,
no time for revision.
GOSH
i cant get a single digit L1r5 for 2010.
i feel like my whole life is so wasted on stress.
i dont want to be a star.
everyone thinks it's such an awesome thing, but it's not.
they fail to see the sad story behind it.
dear friend,
pls pray for me.
that i will not be so stressed;
that someone will support me;
that i know i deserve much more than i think i do;
that i will find strength in difficulties;
that i will learn to not bottle stuff up ;
that i will believe in myself and
that this world is beautiful.
remind me that God always welcome His child into His arms
so i won't be alone even when i think i am.
all i want for christmas-
the gift of love and encouragement.
how i wish that there's a box filled with notes of those, that i can take out to read whenever i'm feeling low.
and i'll smile after that(:
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-20:56
Saturday, 18 September 2010
fifteen!♥
FIFTEEN! :D
bittersweet.
we lost the competition today and i got REAL bad news.
but yeaa, this is the 2nd best, if not best birthday i've ever had(:
thankyouuu!
all your notes left me tearing. LOL
interesting, it's like i had 2 birthdays this year.
hahaa 17 & 18 sept. cool eh!
aww you guys are so sweet!(((:
-kayjan
-grace ma'am
-xinping
-serina
-shaobo
-hafiz
-jimmy
-deric
-jaymond
-busra okumus
-TL hung
-yinyan
-boonhow
-jiayi
-jingwen
-daphne
-jiaen
-junisha
-huien
-miaozhen
-yogaraj
-jiaying
-jingpei
-leanne
-peiyun
-jacq ng
-sangeetha
-sherry
-marcus
-yanlei
-simarpreet
-michelle shona
-weilin
-joyce koh
-dinie
-michelle choy
-bean
-roy
-jacq zhang
-xinhui
-jen
-tiffany
-hengcheng
-brenda
-chelsea
-wilbert
-yuyan
-wynne
-yujia
-aisyah
-jonathan
-cassandra
-leesheng
-laysiew
-daniel
-jiamei
-isabelle
-yongjia
-vanessa kang
-laoda
-fangwei
-regina
-sockhui
-jasper
-evelyn
-kitat
-mingyang
-jiajun
-ziwen
-wenyuan
-vina
-gladys
-afiq
-yiling
-perini
-kiran
-hazel
-aisyah (3/1)
-roshelle
-chester
-joycelyn
-genevieve neo
-yining
-grace png
-jingyi
-iylia
-taiwen
-eunice
-yingrong
-jiahui
-umairah
-chenhui
-ines
-victor
-ziyun ma'am
-dinah
-glenice
-huiling
-qianci
-samantha
-3/1 for singing bday song
-aguides for singing twice
OKAY LOVE YOU LOADS:D
SO I SHALL BE NICE AND ADHERE TO YOUR WISHES.
i wont stress out so much for eoy yeaa.
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-22:57
Saturday, 11 September 2010
♥
i've finally found a website with free access to chinese subs!
heh, shall continue the rest after exams:D
http://ikan.pptv.com/search/?kw=%E9%AD%94%E7%8E%8B&p=1&l=-1&t=1&q=-1
quoting laoda,
seriously.
"SMASH YOU"
right when i was worried mad abt you...
you.were fine.
argh gosh.
i think it's just punishment for my existence tormenting you.
cuz i'm absolutely clear now,
that god create me not to be loved, but TO LOVE.
makes a lot of diff okayy
mr khoo shld be nice and make us write a whole essay on 'my purpose in life'.
and i dont know if i shld feel honoured,
that i was chosen to be the one who experiences 'misfortune in a fortunate setting'.
i wasnt meant to have it easy.
god meant for me to learn everything myself so i would not take things for granted too easily. nothing's natural. it's all nurtured.
He wanted me to be able to symphatise with others.
by being born different from others, i was supposed to go thru my experience and come out more sensitive to others.
and it's like i was sent here to watch over ppl, like their behind -the-scenes guardian angel
but no, i dont think i've done my job well.
cuz i'm supposed to 'let all unhappiness end with me.'
but it's turning out to be me causing hurt to you.
i'm sorry.
that i made you go thru this.
that i cant do anything for you.
dear vanessa, you must learn to stop expecting the best. it never comes.
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-14:22
Friday, 10 September 2010
forever we will stay, like a pyramid♥
http://rebeccarites.blogspot.com/2009/01/shh.html
come closer,
because i wanna whisper a secret in your ear..
"earthquakes cant shake us;
cyclones cant break us;
hurricanes cant take away our love."
i will still love you, no matter what(:
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-22:39
Sunday, 5 September 2010
top of the world♥
To be happy,
don’t do what you like,
but like what you do.
Happiness comes not from
having much to live on,
but having much to live for….
TOP OF THE WORLD - Carpenters
Such a feelin's comin' over me
There is wonder in most everything I see
Not a cloud in the sky
Got the sun in my eyes
And I won't be surprised if it's a dream
Everything I want the world to be
Is now coming true especially for me
And the reason is clear
It's because you are here
You're the nearest thing to heaven that I've seen
I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world
Something in the wind has learned my name
And it's tellin' me that things are not the same
In the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze
There's a pleasin' sense of happiness for me
There is only one wish on my mind
When this day is through I hope that I will find
That tomorrow will be just the same for you and me
All I need will be mine if you are here
I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world
hope you guys will feel 'lighter' after this!
everyone deserves to smile(:
it's the innocence of life that we've all forgotton.
and which we probably take for granted.
your love, has really put me at the top of the world(:
went to popular the other day. this particular inspirational poster caught my eye.
entitled FOOTPRINTS.
here's the brief picture:
as a man walked down the beach, he saw foot prints.
he noticed that at the high points of his life, there were 2 pairs of footprints.
however at the low points of his life, there was only a pair.
the man asked God: " God, You said that You would always walk with me thru whatever. so why is it that You were not there when i needed You the most?"
God replied: " My child, I have never left you. that single pair of footprints you see, it was Me carrying you thru those dark times."
aww sweet(:
to all those feeling down or alone , cheer up!
as i walk back and reminisce abt the journey we've previously embarked together,
i can tell myself that,
yes, i've pulled thru. with the strength the Lord has given me(:
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-23:27
Friday, 3 September 2010
there can be miracles..when you believe♥
i'm EXTREMELY happy with my results this term :DD
so much for all the self doubt-.- .. haha
i can finally be a serious contender in 3/1 (:
yeah, that's good enough for me;D
"braced myself for the goodbye..cuz that's all i ever known."
hey, i think i really know better now.
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-22:20
