photos nt in order!
ive been trying to get my 2013 started early! :D

for the sake of my:
studies- ive decided to hire a math tutor from a website.
sometimes depending on parents only slow matters so why nt be independent n take charge of my needs? :D

mindmaps/summaries dont seem to work for me so i'll nt do tht it 2013 unless absolutely necessary, esp for chem.

tactics i wish to employ include online learning (theres a marvellous organic chem guide from a UK website), one math chapter prac every weekend, geog recap every few weeks. if im THAT hardworkinf, econs essay every 2-3 weeks o.o

health- started eating wolfberries regularly ever since i discovered i could just swallow and nt bite them. LOL yea yea.. sloww.
need to start taking care of my face since i might be trying for a cabin crew position in future:D
drink lots of water!! n since i recieved a water bottle for xmas (perfect!!) , liquid intake wont be limited to just lunch breaks ;p

emotional- definitely listening to music! discovered tht youtube has concert videos, which means i dont have to keep pressing replay!  (distracting when im trying to do hw n i dont want to listen to radio)

i cant bring myself to exercise or sth so.. haha its music for now only :p

and of course what can beat friends?! HEHE.

n imma a single lady which is a damn good thing! ! :D

i dont think i will invest much in outings next yr. if its nt a major sch holiday/ndp, doubt i'll be arnd haha. its so sad but itll prevent unnecessary friction esp since im sensitive when im stressed. i wont be deleting whatsapp though.. so.. HAHA.

happy new year! :D
graduating year yet again haha
*ku xiao bu de*

nvr imagined tht a source of encouragement would come from a pm. his pm. someone who did me wrong a few years back. we don't talk now, though i think we really should.

and now im only left with your words tht offers a stranger's warm charity.

cold in the winter streets.yet again.

any idea HOW different?

contrary to popular belief i dont find dates very exciting.

spent the entire day of yesterday cooking up a storm with ros,ch and dk in the kitchen. delays cus of tardiness and clumsiness.

menu:
pineapple tarts, chawanmushi, chewy choco chip cookies and custard pudding

decent attempt but dorothy was raving abt the cookies! O.O
looks like someone didnt lie abt getting A1 for practical lols

now youre just somebody that i used to know

stop ignoring me when its crucial ):
and is this really for the better?

i cant make up my mind if being free is healthy or unhealthy.
it bores me to bits but i think i have sufficient time to focus on my studies this time

yet it doesnt feel quite right to prepare for A's now..

im just worried someone will deal me a huge blow next year

being unsettled aint healthy in the final year for sure :0

CAN SOMEONE TALK TO MEEEEEE
I WISH IM A 100% INTROVERT SO THAT THIS WOULDNT FEEL SO BAD ): its terrible when the phone is nt lively for the whole day