Sunday, 28 November 2010
fly me to the moon and let me play among the stars♥
my mind goes blank like a piece of paper every time i start typing.
i've always wanted to share the lessons i've learnt but it just goes up in smoke.
maybe i'll understand the beauty of an IPhone soon, or maybe just any other phone with wi-fi.
my train of thoughts get interrupted when faced with the glare of the monitor. sheesh.
hmm having a written diary would be GENIUS.
other than being able to write a first hand account of the things i see or think, i will be able to trace back and see the transition of my handwriting. hoho!
my thoughts are forever immature. even if they are perceived as mature as some, i still think it's still miles away from the benchmark. not that it has to be saint-like, i just think i'm still learning everyday. perhaps in this lifetime, i would not have even understood a lot of things.
after all, life is a journey.
does evil live?
sad to say, believing it doesnt is sort of a self-disillusionment.
hatred is not easily erasable.
hurt is deep-rooted.
all because of your evil demeanour.
it lives on in my heart and my memory.
even subconsciously, i cringe.
basically the crux of the whole post is:
i did sth evil.
so dear god, i pray that evil wont live on in __.
beacuse __ doesnt deserve it.
___ is beautiful. dont let me ruin that.
dont punish me like this.
dont punish us like this.
i honestly, want to turn the tide.
allow us to be clear-headed and decisive.
and i hope you find back yourself soon.
i thought it would work out but it backfired.
i nvr took into account how you would handle it.
sorry for the out of the blue thing.
this christmas, i will wish for you to be who you are.
and i think it's ten tons worth it, to save a wish for you.
god bless. there are millions of stars waiting to shine on you(:
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-22:47
Thursday, 25 November 2010
drop everything now♥
DROP EVERYTHING NOW...
take me somewhere we can be alone..
accidental "failed" shots :D
acting ghostly with jingyi in the toilet
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-23:07
a state of mind which has nth to do with the mind♥
HAPPY THANKSGIVING :D
i wanted to send a private and personalised sms to everyone but fatigue knocked me out-.-
right now, i'm in a state of mind that has nothing to do with the mind ..
vanessa, sucha big ego.
just admit that you cant do it after all.
EXCRUCIATING.
i deserve a miss chatterbox t-shirt.
idk how i'm gonna shut up until 9 dec)):
and i know 2 ppl who inevitably get peeved by this trait=X
i want to talk talk talk talk talk laa!
FEEL LIKE ABDUCTING PEACOCK,MEOW,KIKI AND PY.
i'll squeal OH-EM-GEEE!
yours truly is blessed with a high-pitched "siren" scream, witch laughter and being ghostly-photogenic :DDDD
therefore, i dont worry abt attackers.
everyone was going crazy abt the youth violence thingy.
but to me, the crux is the high probability that that will come up for chinese 'o's oral next year -.-zzz.
it's like a year without rain.. OR NOT?
almost did a 'sun dance'. diao.
because i feel uneasy not dancing with dorothy at least 4 times a day.
and who ever knew the importance of socks ?!
WE WANTED TO GO BOWLING.
freak. i'll just wait until christmas gathering.
hopefully the plan materializes:D
i want to go on study grp outings badly!
btw, my ''study camp'' was super fail. lol
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-22:10
Monday, 22 November 2010
♥
破坏我的好事-.-
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-22:14
♥
AWAY from 23-25 nov 2010!
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-13:11
Thursday, 18 November 2010
♥
you,
why didnt you wait for me )):
evil spelled backwards is live. hoho
18 november is a familiar date.
but i cant remember.
26nov.
if we cant go back in time,
shall we make time come back to us?
evil plans live:D
thanksgiving is coming soon!
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-21:59
Wednesday, 17 November 2010
koreaa♥
i love koreaaaa!!
大韩民国！*clap clap* *clap clap* *clap*
going 'KIMCHI' over everything korean these few days.
watching mawang.
i said i would continue after the exams. lol
the earlier website is like super lag.
so here's the new one!! YAY :D
http://v.joy.cn/teleplay/detail/40063674/13.htm
china website doesnt let me down ((:
hahaha
and and cruel temptation last episode on channel u tonight!
oh my goodness!
okay, i already know the ending but whatever.
it's NICE cann! :DD
rewatching goong also. O.o
JOO JI HOON!! *kisses*
LOL.
roshelle is VERY disgusted.
everytime switch on the tv just gush about swimmers/ korean athletes.
PARK TAEHWAN MY RED HAIRED GUY!!
heheh.
eye-candy aplenty=PP
DONT YOU JUST LOVE SPORTS EVENTS?
i've got craving for kimchi and jap curry noww.
was watching the 上食堂.
oishi! :D
ARGH. need to bury my time capsule soon.
i mean, at least bury one first.
i'll bury the rest with the andss ppl after graduation! :DDD
yayy!
before i go to sleep, i shall task myself to think of how to make the time capsule as atrocious as possible! IT SHALL BE FUN!
and we'll laugh at each other years down the road.
wondering if i shld bury a secret in it too.
*wink*
i had a nightmare ytd:
went to airport
to take a CRUISE(ship)
cruised in clouds.
and in a storm,
lighting= rainbow coloured clouds
then sail to the peak of sth
i was cooking chilli macaroni
with TOMATO
cook finish,
about to sit down and taste it,
POOF!
back to reality -.-""
WTH. i wanted to eat it !!!
AND I RELINKED PERINI!
OMG WHAT AN ACHIEVEMENT
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-22:44
Thursday, 11 November 2010
stranger silence makes me wanna take the stairs♥
o lvl was like horribly disastrous.
i think i may be asked to drop HCL next year D:
FORTUNATE NON-HCL KIDS,
you ppl will have an easy paper for chinese nxt year.
okay good for you guys.
so maybe it wont be so bad if i retake?
but my darling bonus points T.T
I NEED A FREAKIN STRESS BALL
we're having tests on first week of sch-.-""
and the homework is nvr ending )):
i dont feel like going anywhere.
i just wanna talk.
but no one's talking.
we cant understand each other.
elevator buttons and morning air
stranger silence makes me wanna take the stairs
if you were here
we'd laugh about their vacant stares
but right now
my time is theirs.
i think fb's filled with shallow ppl.
i dont deny the good intentions of whoever started the 'like my status and i will blahh..'
but some ppl are using it for the wrong reasons.
boost self-esteem?
showcase of popularity?
so i find you extremely pathetic.
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-20:52
Saturday, 6 November 2010
♥
"IMMA MURDER HIM, MUMMIFY HIM, HIDE HIM IN MY
WARDROBE AND TOUCH HIM EVERYDAY. "
MUAHAHAHA.
HI KID.
this post is rated.
get away if you're scared.
PROVIDED
you are that dumb to even think this is real enough to cause panic.
ADRENALINE'S AWESOME YEAAA.
HAHAHA.
okay i'm sorry. TOO OVER.
CRAZY OVER RED!!
it's like such a super duper uber HOT colour.
rawrrrrrrr!!
therefore,
BLOOD.
IS.
BEAUTIFUL.
not that that makes me the first candidate you recommend for a surgeon job.
A streak of fresh blood.
heh. sweet.
and i emphasize, A STREAK.
i've not tasted blood.
or maybe i did.
it was accidental okkayy!
just love the look and smell of it.
LOL.
ironnnn!
and i feel proud that i have enough iron to waste by bleeding myself.
OKAY 100% MADNESS.
kids, pls do not try this at home.
i'm too high alreadyy!
must have overdosed on sth.
hmm.
fish?
too much salmon all of a sudden.
omega-3 fatty acids!
and i'm tossing chips and chocolates aside.
AGAR AGAR!! :DDD
with cocktail fruits. HA!
who cares if it's not fresh fruits.
it's FRUITS.
that's the word that matters.
and FRUITS have a low glycemic index number.
AWESOME!
looks like vanessa's been eating a
SMART DIET
these days.
but i have not tested it yet.
too slack to even work my brain power,
even if it increased.
sheesh :X
since we're blessed with the day off before chinese 'o's
SUSHI ANYONE??
speaking of which,
I HAVE NO FREAKIN IDEA HOW TO STUDY FOR CHINESE.
i wanna borrow a china scholar identity!
SPA went rather smoothly.
but no guarantees for chinese.
LIKE C'MON.
we are always the suay batch cann.
i'll make november the turning point.
i'll make december meaningful.
thanksgiving.
i'll make my move.
because so many things clash.
class and cca and 'clique'.
I LOVE EVERY SINGLE PERSON THAT BELONGS THERE.
coincidence?
that's the work of fate.
if i'm given a chance to give thanks on this special day,
i'd want to extend it to you.
god bless.
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-22:28
Wednesday, 3 November 2010
♥
I THINK I GREW SMARTER TODAY :DDD
praise god for my maturity! hehe
figured out a WONDERFUL plan.
MAGNANIMOUS & ALTRUISTIC
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-22:59
