Monday, 29 September 2008
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ahhh i don't care!! today die die must post!! lol..
-mrs ang is back,although i noe it was last week or last last week..(:
-forgot to mention that i received my total defence badge le!! yay=D -eng compo & letter writing ;manageable but exceeded the word limit..
(eh 250-300 words only leh!! how to keep within..)
-geog paper!! o.O eh not bad leh^^ but i think it's harder than last year one..
-hcl compo & letter writing today..
-wonder why it won't rain today..
-hoping for a longer time to cramp some last minute words & phrases..
-i manage to remember the writing format in minutes..yay=D
-i died without a dic..
-must spoil and run out of stock at the crucial time..*sigh*..
-wrote for compo exactly 500 word..hmm..like very little leh..
-read the compo guidebook yesterday till eye wanna pop..
-that particular piece was pervertic!! gosh..what the person thinking..
-noticed that ppl that have this surname share a common trait..
-erm does it like run in their blood?? !!
-2 similar questions in the book came out!!
-couldn't really remember what it wrote in detail la..but at least i got an idea..
-managed to take time off to watch F1^^
-damn thrilling..sooo cool lor..i thought it was like very boring initailly..
-DRAMA!! singapore gp so unpredictable sia..felipe massa drove off with fuel hose attached?! and kimi raikkonen crashed?!!! omg..what happened to the prancing horses?!!!
-F1 lights really damn bright..saw it the other day..but too bad they only switch on one side..
-my father turned down invitation go the dunno which bank see F1..-.- could have seen those cars zipping by below leh!!
-i was soo sleepy and tired during history extra class..*yawn*
-ended at like 1pm..hmm..that's close to normal curriculum time..
-qian ci INTRUDED into our class to gimme an ice-cream stick!! lol..
-JY msg on it..awww..sooo sweet^^(maybe i shld intrude into her class nxt year..lol)
-huggies!! I LOVE YOU TOO!! haha=D
yeah..mrs lim was back the other day..she's niceeeee(:
airport--from T1
city skyline..
F1 lights are bright!!(lol obvious..)
wonder why flip until the center got sth like heart shape..lol
hmm..anyone noes what's wrong with this??
sch com is sooo what man..totally ridiculous..
back at dinah's hse on 25/9 to study..lol..
the cat's playing football with my pens..so cute^^
ahhhh..self explanatory..(: thanks alot!!
oh gosh..back at airport on sat..wahaha..another fave place of mine..
cici is sweet^^ yays
from evil senior ; to xiaocharbor vanessa..
LOLs..
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-17:34
Wednesday, 24 September 2008
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OMG SOOOO SWEET!!!
yays..mr najib & ms koh good luck msg for EOY~
comes with a smiley badge..wallet not included la!! (o.O but free $$ is niceee...lol)
hehe..tempted to post today..anyway today is the last day i can slack a bit..
so to all the ppl out thr: JIAYOU HOR!!! =D
quick update:
-music lesson watch HSM..yaya..vanessa hudgens..
-chinese oral was bad..reading was no prob;conversation killed me..
-after oral chat with cher until quite late..5.45pm like that..omg..
-o.O really ar??!!! lol..so flattered..haha..
-home econ-pizza!! yay^^ guess it was niceee....
-CCHS(main) math paper is so much easier compared to andss!!
(tai pian yi ta men le la..lian xiao xue de ren dou hui zuo..i thought i was back in p6 man..)
-don't understand why..haiz..andss paper shld be easier..*can't do high standard la*
-it's too tough for me..38/80 for the eoy '07 paper..omg..
-geog is ok la..if can memorise then no prob le..yay^^
-PE play frisbee..sweat like siao man..sooo damn hot sia..
-i thought i saw heaven!! lols..it was just some effect..the morning rays of the sun..
niceeeee(: i was an angel for a while....haha=D
-pop art is quite fun actually..oh good..completed the assignment in time^^
yep..boring right?? nth interesting happening..
everything is all exams........ahhhhhhhhhhhh...
ok,don't expect updates for quite some time...
lastly..work hard and do well ok??..^^ haha..EOY starting on friday..omg..the day after tmr..
btw..to someone: ok, got the msg liao..thanks:)
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-15:35
Thursday, 18 September 2008
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YAy!! proud to be 13^^
i will not take it as unlucky 13 ba..hehe..
exams are coming..omg..
haha..so now u ppl know why i dun wanna have oral today right?
yayyyyyy..i will rest in the comfort of my home=D
really really touched by roshelle,eunice,tszyan,chenhui,etc....o.O they actually remembered man.. all those who silently remembered..love you also^^
well for the others who had come to know that it was my b-day from a third party source
or sth..still..many thanks to you guys^^
wahaha..huggies from merilynn & sherry=D
hehe..love you all..(:
-thanks to chers for giving me so much homework that nid to be completed by tmr..
lols..nice present ya..
-textbook doesn't have all the info which is SO SAD..
-slacking in eng class..wow..i really like mr ng^^
-amazing..battery not flat yet..listening to music in the library is niceeee(:
-gosh..i eat and drink almost all of jh's stuff..hehe..
-mindy told ms ho that her lesson was boring..woah..anyway it's true la..i was busy
doing history..
-history>don't see the point in writing down notes by the side on why i chose that ans.
-the answers are obvious man..and some of them no evidence to quote de..-.-
-sooo..resorted to writing some crappy stuff..(lol..wonder what mr najib will say..hehe)
examples:
-eh,fail math ar?!!
-HELLO?! it does not involve gods ok?!!
-Qin shi Huang(the jackass who practises legalism) hates it man!
-*sigh* sad sia.. --> er don't ask why i wrote that..
-er coz the cow is useful??...
- =.= irrelavant.. -->i got a lot of these leh..haha coz everything is like irrelavant lor!
question:Religion makes people do more silly things than Philosophy.
-LOL! what crap..-.-
this year is boring.miss last year..
exams are putting me off man..
last year was soooo nice lor^^
ok,i will not scold anyone here today la..
but i really wish to write that name of yours right here!!
oh man..but it's cyber bullying right?? *sigh*
so sad can't do anything..i will protect the identity of some ppl ba..
seriously i don't really think it's nice when ppl talk bad abt about you in blogs right?
so hor..you will be you!!
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE...
(erm ok..maybe the other person doesn't noe..-.-)
think must go into study mode le leh..i still haven't started on anything..
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-15:26
Sunday, 14 September 2008
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ok,coz i like update very frequently so hor..in order to prevent too many
posts popping up over the days..i will let this post be the one for 14 september to 16 september..
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14/9!!!
-finally went down to the canteen..lol
-squeeze like crazy on the bus..
-o.O female driver..
-i'm trying to let go..
-is this the emo-ing & pissed off period for students and sick period
for chers??
-chinese oral is gonna murder me..
-went changi airport last night..(7th time this year?)
-typical singaporean behaviour witnessed in the airport:
tissue papers to chope seat??!! (and i see 2 some more..haiz..)
-can't see planes from three-top..
-too much reflection..zz
-T1 viewing mall is better..
-it's dark thr man..
-upgrading works ongoing..
-could feel the vibration..LOL
-daidomon is nice..=D
-lantern festival is boring for me this year..):
-i will NOT get tricked ok..
-yay!! remembered the number=D lol..
-i will try not to be distracted..
-prioritise..studies first ba..
-i will worry abt that later..
-it better not affect my sleep and concentration level..
-study group anyone???
*sigh* getting lazier and more bored now..nth is interesting lehs..
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15/9!!!
-that bloody mosquito kissed me..-.-
-bro thinks drill sucks but i think it rawks^^
-separate us man...
-u are SUFFOCATING me..
-i see the lit hw i wanna die liao..
-what's this sch ar?? not fair de leh..their history paper is DAMN EASY
to score lor..and wtf..their mcq is 25% of the whole paper..arghhh
-mr melvin low came back today..^^
-anushya will heartbreak if she knows..
-girls went squealing over him..err boys have or not??lol
-ok la,i know he shuai but seriously no nid to go head over heels right??
-i bet he garners more popularity than someone..(mr popular la..duh..)
-noticed someone had the same reaction as me when i first saw momo..hehe
-chocolates are nice^^
-wasn't really in the mood to hit qian ci back HARD the other day..
-that cheese fries was damn tempting sia!! oooo
-remedial does NOT sound nice..
-makes me feel like i really suck at the subject and hence nid "private lessons"..
(ya know i really suck at lit la..but my history is ok mah..
-thank goodness jh print out for us..phew..
-失败 la.. no offence though..
-i think i starting to see results^^..
-happy b-day/belated b-day to september babies!!:
johnny,nafeeshah,wailin,brandon,chester,eunice..(er sean also right??)
-sch is getting eerily quiet after dismissal..it's weird without the noise.. creepy..
-to hi (if u ever pass-by again):ahh..cat high de ar?? hi=randomcathighguy??
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16/9!!!
-blacang chilli smell..oo come from the other class de ar??
-butterfly on me the other day..o.O
-arghh!! STOP IRRITATING ME!!
-u spoil the calm and tranquility man..in short,the peace is gone!!
-ahh..i was like enjoying myself and u had to spoilt the mood...
-asking too many questions does NOT make me very happy..
-what's your freaking problem la??!! you are really pissing me off...
-ahhh..another bloody asshole...
-really la..ms ho is really shi bai..
-1 hour go thru 4 questions only..and i still can't understand that bloody q11..
-library is closed..sob):
-i was chattin the whole time during pe..o.O
-hcl lc on thur..wad the..of all the days..-.-(maybe oral also leh..ahhhh!!)
-received some "juicy" news just now..ooooo interesting..hehe..
-i was almost reduced to tears sia..omg..so touching..
-starting to wonder if gay really means that kind or not..
(gays in 1/5?? omg..)
-first my hand..(and table?) today my water bottle & hole puncher turn s
to get "vandalised"..lols..
-lols..iylia..no "funny stuff" written on my hand ya..hehe..
-yep serina..i'm actually copying man..
-yeah..seriously i think the zebra pic is nice..^^
-my pinafore is super dusty..just wondering,why we no tiles de ar?/
-exam quickly start and end leh..ahhh..i wanna go for guides soon..
-o.O since we have a KF2 logbook..shld we have a KF2 blog? haha..
wait for oct dunno when ba..then ask yujia^^i miss her!!!!!
someone loves 1/5 becoz it's gay!!!
(gay=happy..)
someone wrote this on the wall..
think is previous year the 1/5..o.O qian ci('07)/yujia('06) batch??
class is so empty sia..o.O iylia's thr^^
vanessa yeo~KF2 love~ KIDNAPPED!!
lol..so fake..
vanessa is currently emo-ing!
ok,maybe my spirits are kinda lifted la..so that sort of explains
the smiley thr..
see la..ppl celebrate yesterday..i can only watch from the room..
so deprived):*sry..lighting is bad..*
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-20:38
Wednesday, 10 September 2008
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YAY!! i was an "alien" for 10(??) minutes today!!
lol..that's so random...
oh ya..a quick update.
-we aren't really lesbians..
-no raping pls..
-huge pile of homework waiting..
-cme project is sian..
-no new teachers for the term..(wow..first time sia..)
-oral is gonna be disastrous..
-i'm sooo bored at home..
-i need guides to keep me alive!!
-i passed my environmentalist..
-there's nth for me to do..
-homework is all so sulky..
-broke that particular sch rule after just 1 term..
-my locker is so going to collapse..
-i having mixed emotions..
-pancakes were mad!!
-more geog lessons coming!!! ^^
-no math yesterday*woots*
-i love our music project!!!
-the phone's spoilt..*sulk*
-i finally reached the summit of bukit timah after
having lived so many years of my life..(pathetic lahs..)
-i'm also "fasting"..damn lazy to go down..
-our class is a "treasure trove"!! (or at least the lockers..lol)
-new class blog..
-redtolietsignsrock is sooo cool!!! yay!! un-cinq the best^^
i'm so lazy to post pics..i will wait for sth major first..
ok..now i feel irritated by the thought of homework..
bb lerhs...
continuation..(11/9)
-high chance that i will be stuck in sg this year..
-bro going on japan exchange programme..wtf..NOT FAIR!!
-first time not looking forward to my birthday..
-harshest blow or sweetest surprise?
-took the dreaded path the other day..
-sad memories came rushing back..
-i'm so distracted lor..
-now i ask: what's with the sudden influx of homework??
-over-reliant on the dic..
-i'm practically copying everything..
-don't get it. what's so nice abt hollywood gossip?
-omg..saw a cute guy at the library..
-math & sci cher not in sch..shiok sia..
-oh man..busted..so dead..
-it's spreading like wildfire..arghh
-can i don't stay back for history tmr??i wanna go home sleep..
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-20:34
Saturday, 6 September 2008
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Tagged by DK
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.
01. What have you been doing recently?
sleep,msn and blog lor..*recently addicted to listening music too^^*
02. Do you ever turn you cell phone off?
er..i turn it off when i take my memory card out...
03. What happened at 10.00am today?
watching tv..
04. When did you last cry?
anderson clover guides campfire 2008(29/5/08)
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
maybe ba..some things are just not meant to be..
06. What do you want in your life right now?
happiness!!!!!
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
if it's rains heavily then carry umbrella..ella ella eh eh eh..(LOL)
08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
bolster^^
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
shorts..
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
all those encouragement de lahs..
omg..so sweet..flooded with all those during SA & CA..
too many le la..type until 天亮 tmr..
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
actually ya...
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
no!!
13. What was the last movie you caught?
alvin and the chipmunks...last year sia..wow. with ch,erina&erica
14. What are you proud of?
my awards and A1s???
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
ok,coz i last time always clear my inbox everytime i see if there's no point in keeping it..so hor..
oldest undeleted msg will be:
"i'm still in office.today my $180 fly away bcos i kiss somebody car backside.that can eat........blah blah blah.." LOL..by my father^^
if not it will be lokyan:haha bless you having a bro like tat im not sure but i tink is 2nd link bai
or nic yan: EUNICE LEE is better and mano too..(errr..it's sth related to psle de la.)
or +10010:
WELCOME TO CHINA AND USE CHINA UNICOM'S NETWORK,PLEASE DIAL+ FOR INTERNATIONAL CALL/SMS.ENJOY YOUR JOURNEY IN CHINA.
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
杀手.. feel like killing someone..
17.Do you have any nicknames?
banana,vanilla..erm,is weirdo considered??
18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
Oh.Thanks! from iylia..............
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
12+am...
20. Are you currently happy?
nahs...obvious..
21. Who gives you best advice?
it depends on what kind of advice...
both my seniors & parents ba..^^
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
err no..
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
i only talk to yining in the morning lehs...
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
obvious..HAVE LA
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
actually i was laughing at myself..LOL..
seriously i can't remember..most likely qian ci ba..
26. Do you wear toe socks?
noooo
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
i got 2 missed calls yesterday..no caller ID so how i noe?
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
sadly..yes..
29. What annoys you most in a person?
show-off..
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
yaaaa
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
no!!!
32. What is the colour of your room?
somewhat of blue..
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
nah..i won't dirty my hands just for $$$
34. Do you believe in the saying of :"talk is cheap?"
what that mean anyway?/
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
me..
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
qian ci!!! yay^^ lovemysenior=D
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
dunno leh..when was the last time i kissed someone anyway??
38. Do you have a life?
i'm not dead yet right??
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
nahh..i only thought she went on a holiday and then got stranded coz of some natural disaster..
lol..ridiculous..
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
i no profile song leh..
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
i always forget what i dream de leh..
42. Last time you smiled?
yesterday during guides!! =D
43. Have you changed this year?
yeap...some ppl can testify..haha..
44. What are you listening right now ?
this is me..by demi lovato & joe jonas
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
nope..both of them sign out le...
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open lahs~
47. Is there a quote you live by?
err...???
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
yeahhh..i think i do..
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
recorder only lor..-.-
50. What was the worst idea you've had in week?
i only can think of good ideas leh..(make senior do my homework..LOL)
51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm??
watching documentory...
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
u think leh?? i'm not really contented..
53. What song best describe your love life?
COMPLICATED by avril lavigne!!
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
yaaa...
55. Who always make you laugh?
my class!! and qian ci!!
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
yep..chinese..and i nid to brush up on my korean..
57. Favourite website?
my blog??? haha=D
58. What's your middle name?
err..me no have middle name..
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
see first..my schedule always change..
60. What do you think you are like?
lame,crazy..
61. Who will you choose to die with?
for now..no one..
62. Where have you been today?
home sweet home..
63. What game do you play often?
erm..i don't really play games..
64. Who are you missing right now?
him...
65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
wah tough question leh..depend..
66. What are you doing right now?
multi-tasking..
67. Which primary school are you from?
naval base pri
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
black.purple.silver.
69. What emotion you like to show?
=D
70. What is your life to you?
a journey....competitive racing..
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
what can i do?? i'm already so helpless..find comfort in seniors ba..
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
dk,jingwen&roshelle
73. Who do you admire most?
i nvr thought abt that before..everyone la..各有千秋 mah..*yay! i rmb my 成语!*
74. Which month are you born in?
september..birthday coming soon..so fast..
75. How are you feeling right now?
irritated..not so much of pissed..disappointed..
76. What is the time now?
12.12pm
77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is??
dk..errr..one word: DOTZ..
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
i nvr dye hair b4 arhs..
79. Why are you doing this test?
dk tagged de mah..anyway i damn sian..
80. What do you do when you're moody?
what do u think i'm doing now? live life as per normal lor..
although that bitter feeling is still there and i'm bleeding inside..
81. At which age you wish to get married?
haizz..dunno lahs..priority changes as one grows older..
establishing a successful career will come first ba..
82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
eh wait..is this question reserved for boys or what?/
anyway all are important^^
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
erm..say my sincere apologies..and those heartfelt words which i've been keeping in my heart for
a damn long time..iloveyounomatterwhathappens.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
me..??
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
hmm rainbows..i 4got if it was raining earlier on or not..
i want that pot of gold!! lol..
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
living my sweet dream is a dream come true..lol
87. What is your goal for this year?
academic excellence!! i MUST get award!!!
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
sadly..does such a thing exist?? maybe it does..just that i haven't found it yet..
i will learn as i grow..
89. What feeling do you love most?
happy!!!
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
of course la..it's making the world go haywire..
91. What feeling you hate the most?
moody & emo..(can't be helped...)
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
YES!!
93. Do you believe in God?
YES!!
94. Who cares for you most?
parents...^^
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
relationships..=D
96. What will you bring when you fight?
myself..(duh..)
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
yeah..plentiful..
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
rejected..i will be soooooooooooo sad..
99. What if your stead two-timed you?
errr..an eccentric person like me will do "weird" stuff?
100.HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
still bored and moody ..*sigh*
People to tag ^^note to copy press ctrl+c and ctrl+v to paste yah:DD
1)roshelle2)tszyan3)yining4)sherry5)peiyun6)jiayi7)nic yan8)jingwen
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-10:49
Friday, 5 September 2008
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OMG!! the brownies are damn cute lor^^
esp the p3s&p4s!! (no bias ahh..i got say they all cute..)
ok,my day today: anderson clover guides coy 2 initiative..
ya, and i late again..
brownies from xinmin primary came..
suppose to team up(2guides,3brownies) for a game..
act out an electrical appliance in the home..(sth like total defence badge sia..)
did the microwave..my stupid idea to make the "chicken" sit on me and like turn turn around..
anyway that didn't happen..i fell on my butt during the practice so forget it..
me and iylia were the structure(yay!!),jingxuan(chicken)kahli & wenxin(the cooks!!)
of course another idea from me.."1,2,1,2,3,4,DING!!" *shaking butts & bodies..wooooo*
haha..imagine the microwave dancing and shaking..weird..LOL
yaya, the humour factor does appeal to the brownies and our ever so supporting seniors^^
yep..so one thing learnt today: KNOW YOUR AUDIENCE!! do things that appeal to them^^
(like that then can win mah....o.O gummy!! nice..i so long nvr eat le..so sad..deprived..)
ahh..can understand why the brownies are like so damn quiet..hardly any response..
i was like that in primary sch la..shy shy hor..LOL
now sec sch no more lo..talk like siao and crack stupid jokes..
ya,i can feel all those stares.. //this guide very lame right??lol..//
i know i lame and funny(??) la..but yeap..i gotta entertain you all mah..
and don't be afraid to laugh aloud de..i don't mind..serious..
(relax,i'm not cursing u under my breath..)
when i say hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..pls say hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii back too..
i feel like talking to the wall or rather to myself..like siao zhar bo lor..
i think there's a lot of things to talk lor..talk crap also can la..
pri sch children don't mind i guess..find it even comical..(yay!! i resemble a clown)
yeap..and peiyun & jingyi was like : erm LOL?????
well i guess the whole thing will be more fun if everyone was more interactive..
(me & iylia talking most..over-talk le la..)
second part..craftwork..
ok,this one super sian..finally can shut up..well not totally la..
qian ci took my ice-cream stick!! ahh..now my pencil holder incomplete..):
so sad..but nvm lahs.....
and omg..during the break..oh man..
don't wanna say what happen..arghh..huiling shouldn't have done what she did on my cup..
now is like..i'm so "u-noe-what"....guides ahh..aiyooooooooooooooooooo..sabo sia..
the world doesn't need to know ya..
made a mess out of syafiqah's holder..sorriiiiiiiiiiii..
i suck at craft de mah..the stupid glue couldn't come out..scissors damn blunt..=.=
haha..but anyway nice experience la..=D
(i'm not the youngest in andss for once...lol..i'm senior^^)
i'm really starting to hate these words..
"m" word..makes my blood boil..reminds of it..argghh
"o. m." this 2 words..my god..hate it like crazy!!!..
think so easy game over ar?? i'm not done with you yet..
wonder why i didn't notice it earlier..
took me a long 9 days for it to sink inside my head...
what happened to all the "smart-ness"..??
haiz..wonder why got no inspiring quotes?? (for the pencil holder)
all abt frienship de..and the first slip i took was one that got "death" and "loss of limbs"..
eh..not helping la..*miserable*
no photos..sad..obviously they not camera-friendly..
anyway it's all with the xinmin guider thr..
haha..i'm thr for memory's sake..
24 oct last day of sch!! shiok..go ppl hse play ba..
i know i gonna rot..term 4 is so slack after exam..
*playing msn games with jingwen..woah,so fun!! i wanna play hexic with zhihao!!*
just wanna tell u all..i'm NOT jealous..just envious..
it's making me feel worse...haiz..
i wanna wake up from this nightmare..
but at the same time..reality hurts..
shouldn't have got involved...
it was suppose to end last year..
i let it repeat again.. *vicious cycle*
i asked for it..*sigh* what to do?? it can nvr come true right??
only i believed in fantasies..
if there was a way..i will do anything to make it happen..
living a dream..how nice that would be..
stupid "o.m."..pisses me off..
it ended too soon..much too soon...
i really wanna go back to those days..but can i really forget everything??
i find it hard to do so..it hurts me like hell..
u may not know it.. i'm bleeding inside..
i chose to put on a brave front.. like i'm without a care..
but actually what goes on inside..only i know...
if only ...... everything could go back to what it used to..
i really dun wan to give it up..
ps: hyun bin's in sg!! yay^^ he rawks=D ilovehb!!!
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-13:26
Monday, 1 September 2008
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yeah..i just realised that i need to start shortening my entries..
it's been getting longer and longer..
i know it's an eyesore..especially when the font is small..
so for a start..i will pick out the main points and arrange it in point form..
hey, i can practise my eng summary!!
i will let pictures do the the "writing"..
pictures speak a thousand words.......
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-glad there wasn't any grade lower than a B4 on my results slip..
-my friend secured a place in RGS nxt year..
-i'm disappointed and pissed off by someone..
-north division day campfire @ sengkang sec
-i was 10 min late to reach amk mrt
-bus trip from amk hub to skss was terrible*felt sick in the stomach*
-i love the sch..it's nice..-did one step wrongly during the judging..oh man..
-andss coy 2 selected as top 3 sch..YES!!
-free time go compass point
-first time on LRT..cool..nice experience..
-ate at mac..sec 2s also thr..
-my bad table manners freaked the rest out..hehe..
-went to library to find huiling with the other sec 2s
-dumped my maths homework for her to do..wow,i'm actually making my senior do my hw..
-it wasn't bullying ok..senior helping junior..how sweet is that??
-haha..love all those who helped with my maths..(huiling,the other sec2s & xz=D)
-sec 3s made their way into the library..
-what's this sudden craze with homework & libraries???
-saw the dunno what thing downstairs..felt like a child..it would be fun to play ya..
-while jingwen was in the toilet,we watched the man make bread..
-saliva dripping..lol..crazy for food la..
-polished our trefoils..
-so damn black sia..my cloth suffered alot..
-by the end of the day,it polished at least 5 trefoils..man,it's charcoal..
-sang songs all the way from ranggung to the skss ava room..
-crazy us..but it's fun to sing-along..
-sky guides also joined in at one point..gosh,we sure were loud..
-chat like siao and engaged in sec 2 gossip..
-kaypoh ppl like me who are always so wu liao were EXTREMELY interested..lol..
-i did a lot of damage to the dragonfly..oops!! sorry..
-couldn't stop laughing during rehearsal..wasn't serious at all..
-i scolded the F word..ok,sorry.
-actual judging le..felt so damn nervous..qianci was thr to give me a hug!!
-arghhh..i forgot some of the lyrics on stage..
-we took 3rd prize!! yay!! can add to my list of achievements right??
-anyway really appreciate the efforts of sky guides!!
-vina & kavitha saw me..wow..u still remember i who..*touched*
-sky guides refreshments is nice!! i love it!!
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why is it so hard to be me??
i'm unable to show my true self..
for fear that i will be ostracised..
it's the same wherever i go..
i can't be truthful to others..
i find it hard to open up to them..
i don't have that feeling..
which makes it possible to share my thoughts..
i'm actually lying..
to ppl i truly love...
i feel bad for doing so..
hiding always..without the courage to show my true self..
i feel inferior..like i'm not good enough..
actually feel stress when i'm with certain ppl..
this barrier is too hard for me to overcome..
i really feel like giving up..but can i??
i'm trying real hard to learn to love everything abt me..
tell myself that i'm the head and not the tail..
everyone is equal and there's no need to feel inferior...
but however hard i try..that fear is still there..that barrier..is still there..
i ask myself:why am i not like other ppl??
i know everyone is unique...there's no two ppl who are the same..
somehow i don't feel like i'm accepted.not worthy at all..
i'm very sorry to the ppl whom i caused hurt to..
it wasn't intentional..i know that not being truthful was the cause of it all..
i really love you..sorry..
guess the person must feel stress..
4 girls staring at him with cameras in hand..lol
sengkang sec
coy 1
KF2(iylia,jiaying,me,qianci&huiling)
jingyi,me&peiyun
"green wall" my god..the plant grow so long sia..
bbq pit..ahh..skyguides eating..
(sry.invaded your privacy..)
me & qianci
jingyi,bixia,me
what's with the weird names??
ranggung..huh??
saliva drop..
me @ the traffic light
compass point..wahh..me wanna play!! lame=.=
LRT..i didn't intentionally take the aunty hor..
wahh..got linkway sia..
polished trefoil..lol..so black..
skss ava room..
visualisers as stage lights..o.O
campfire..
omg!! giant!
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-11:25
