Wednesday, 26 August 2009
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i just want to find my life back
and yes, i give up on blogger.
facebook seems to work better:D
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-18:50
Tuesday, 18 August 2009
life's not that great♥
i should just
bury my head in the sand or
stuff my ears with cotton buds or
close my eyes and go to sleep.
ignorance is bliss. i'm starting to appreaciate dreamland:D
i cant accept the facts so i shall just live in my imaginary world.
at least i have barney to hug.
strong attachment okk.you have no idea what a great companion he is(:
barney can just be my second mama(:
ily(:
shit. getting too emotional.
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-22:26
Monday, 17 August 2009
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shit. i'm typing this for the second time cuz the thing suddenly deleted itself and blogger didnt save a draft.
blogger is so getting on my nerves. the whole bar just went missing.
dammit.another addition to what was a disastrous day.
I'M NEAR BREAKING POINT.
it's a long list of why questions.
does it make you happy to see me break down?
why are you doing this to me?
did i do anything wrong?
look, i'm just trying very hard to do my job.
it's a s innocent as that.
i'm different from you. the pressure and working condition is different.
you'll never understand.neither will anyone try putting themselves into my shoes.
i'm not trying to blame anyone.
can't we just try to have a happy relationship?
being 'in-between' in tough mentally,physically and emotionally.
do you realise you are threatening the things that holds us together? like FYI.
it wasnt achieved in just a day you know. any idea how priceless it is?
sometimes we just have to give in to each other. we cant afford to have internal conflict.
izzit THAT hard? seriously?
i'm not asking you to give in to unreasonable requests but it's ok to just take a step back and not always insist it your way. we cant be selfish.
and i'm damn pissed off when ppl expect so much of me while i'm not suppose to expect anything of them.
what is this lahh?
we are all human beings. just like you, i HAVE feelings too ok.
why izzit that i'm always there for you while you're no where close to showing any concern?
it's not asking alot. i dont really need you to listen to all my rantings.
i just need affirmation- that i'm not alone in this.
tell me, that i am not fighting this losing battle all alone.
*this post is shorter than original.well nvm, it will probably be a waste of your time reading it ba.
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-20:40
Saturday, 15 August 2009
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got the photos onto the com at last!
but blogger cant upload.oh wells
i other day then switch to the other com:D
I'M GOING FOR BBQ LATER!muahahaha XD
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-14:49
Thursday, 13 August 2009
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dammit, card reader's spoilt-.-"
so hahaha i love roshelle((: thanks!
we look so bloody awesome:D
and it's called EXPERIMENTATION. yea!
tmr sec one enrolment.wow late ehhs..
games are cancelled): -sighs...
today:
-geog test
fantastic! except for that spelling error.
i mean like, sungEi? lol..i thought sungAi lehhs..o.O
-成语俗语test
omg. screwed
anyways, went around the classes after sch to make and paste the guitar class notice.
i hate ____. damn you ppl. we aint desperate.
but aren't we kind and helpful! lols=P
i'm trying to adapt.at the same time, let go.
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-20:23
Saturday, 8 August 2009
let go♥
SICK LAH SICK LAH
alamak. great timing. i'm gonna have to give up cip and escape):
anyway i'm thankful bear decided to sleep yesterday;D
cuz i cant imagine walking around like that in orchard road or sth..=P
one thing, it's called SMOKE INHALATION.
*coughs
more sick than ever.
well at least there's sth i'm part of.LOL
vanessa will never join the dieting grp. =P
anyways kinda glad the chao da smell is pretty much off me((:
i had prize table duty hahaha. desperate for cip kay..
and er maybe for once, i stood on stage, right nxt to the principal for the right reasons.lol
congratz to the seniors!!
i aim to be up there 2 years later((:
pictures up tmr or monday;D
and yes, thankyou.
1) for helping me make a decision. probably the bravest one ever.
2) all the ppl who were concerned about my nose. hahahaha
GET WELL SOON TOO!
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-10:28
Thursday, 6 August 2009
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there's so many things that i want you to know...
coming down with a sore throat.
i sound awful on the phone.o.O
vanessa shall do good deeds over this long weekend. ;DD
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-18:20
Wednesday, 5 August 2009
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shouldnt have spoke too soon.
i hate the sch for doing this to us.
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-18:35
Tuesday, 4 August 2009
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half a square is a triangle.
ok that's totally random!
visited my bro in kk just now
he got room with a view of marina bay but he discharging tmr so cant watch fireworks from his bed on national day.hahahaah;D
just curious, how many ppl will stop what they're doing and say the pledge at 8.22pm?
O.O
i must be amazing! didnt get caught by the nurse for eating his dinner;DDDD
wth siaa..hospital so nice food.i can live thr everyday. 5 meals/day sehh..wahhh
shoots i forgot what i wanna say.
anyway friday is gonna be awesome! sch is not gonna restrict us this year;D
muahahahasXD
SEOUL GARDEN^^
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-21:37
Sunday, 2 August 2009
connect-ed!♥
never felt happier!
life is great ppl:D
but curse those bloody scriptwriters for always making vanessa the bad guy woman.
NEVER watch austin powers until u're 16. LOL
desperate for more cookie orders!! OMG D:
i need iylia's awesome-ness(:
i'm officially a bad egg.
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-11:48
