is it obvious?

as if my day wasnt bad enough,

i noticed the violet-tate scene cant be accessed! ):

just need time to find joie de vivre

thats the scene! ):

i really wanna cry

its such a great show omgg

and fangirlmoment: evan peters is the same age as joo won! <3

never knew that. haha (dont judge me!)

"..something has changed in you. youre distant. cold. ..."

yea i have been feelings chills of late. from the aftnn showers tht just pelt at my face to wake me up to being mistreated by ppl.

i dont symphatise with you.

how am i expected to listen to your misery when u brought it upon yourself n onto me.

so.. some ppl r just pushing me over the edge. i dont wish to do your dirty work or listen to your sorrows when u r equally guilty of hurting me (hey our score aint settled yet!!)

theres sth bout me tht believes fair as being equal. therefore these ppl who r really giving me trouble now shld do sth bout it.

youre nt the only one so stop seeing yourself as pitiful.

dont u think tht i have my own messed up stuff too?

i feel extremely dreadful aft promos ended. just drifting.. getting annoyed..doing crazy things. perhaps plunging into darkness.

im getting taken in by American Horror Story. tate's character. other than going fangirl crazy over his looks n sweetness, i somehow feel a bit of connection. strangely. i cant pinpoint what or why,but oh well. at least i found sth to bury myself into when no ones listening again.

and no. im nt emoing.

just feeling like im slowly being boiled from the coldness of everything.

ok do i make sense?

stop engaging in schadenfreude!

always happens ):

on the verge of falling into convenience's trap.

its nt easy to force yourself to do quality work *yawn*

its strange tht its children's day today