Monday, 1 September 2008
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yeah..i just realised that i need to start shortening my entries..
it's been getting longer and longer..
i know it's an eyesore..especially when the font is small..
so for a start..i will pick out the main points and arrange it in point form..
hey, i can practise my eng summary!!
i will let pictures do the the "writing"..
pictures speak a thousand words.......
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-glad there wasn't any grade lower than a B4 on my results slip..
-my friend secured a place in RGS nxt year..
-i'm disappointed and pissed off by someone..
-north division day campfire @ sengkang sec
-i was 10 min late to reach amk mrt
-bus trip from amk hub to skss was terrible*felt sick in the stomach*
-i love the sch..it's nice..-did one step wrongly during the judging..oh man..
-andss coy 2 selected as top 3 sch..YES!!
-free time go compass point
-first time on LRT..cool..nice experience..
-ate at mac..sec 2s also thr..
-my bad table manners freaked the rest out..hehe..
-went to library to find huiling with the other sec 2s
-dumped my maths homework for her to do..wow,i'm actually making my senior do my hw..
-it wasn't bullying ok..senior helping junior..how sweet is that??
-haha..love all those who helped with my maths..(huiling,the other sec2s & xz=D)
-sec 3s made their way into the library..
-what's this sudden craze with homework & libraries???
-saw the dunno what thing downstairs..felt like a child..it would be fun to play ya..
-while jingwen was in the toilet,we watched the man make bread..
-saliva dripping..lol..crazy for food la..
-polished our trefoils..
-so damn black sia..my cloth suffered alot..
-by the end of the day,it polished at least 5 trefoils..man,it's charcoal..
-sang songs all the way from ranggung to the skss ava room..
-crazy us..but it's fun to sing-along..
-sky guides also joined in at one point..gosh,we sure were loud..
-chat like siao and engaged in sec 2 gossip..
-kaypoh ppl like me who are always so wu liao were EXTREMELY interested..lol..
-i did a lot of damage to the dragonfly..oops!! sorry..
-couldn't stop laughing during rehearsal..wasn't serious at all..
-i scolded the F word..ok,sorry.
-actual judging le..felt so damn nervous..qianci was thr to give me a hug!!
-arghhh..i forgot some of the lyrics on stage..
-we took 3rd prize!! yay!! can add to my list of achievements right??
-anyway really appreciate the efforts of sky guides!!
-vina & kavitha saw me..wow..u still remember i who..*touched*
-sky guides refreshments is nice!! i love it!!
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why is it so hard to be me??
i'm unable to show my true self..
for fear that i will be ostracised..
it's the same wherever i go..
i can't be truthful to others..
i find it hard to open up to them..
i don't have that feeling..
which makes it possible to share my thoughts..
i'm actually lying..
to ppl i truly love...
i feel bad for doing so..
hiding always..without the courage to show my true self..
i feel inferior..like i'm not good enough..
actually feel stress when i'm with certain ppl..
this barrier is too hard for me to overcome..
i really feel like giving up..but can i??
i'm trying real hard to learn to love everything abt me..
tell myself that i'm the head and not the tail..
everyone is equal and there's no need to feel inferior...
but however hard i try..that fear is still there..that barrier..is still there..
i ask myself:why am i not like other ppl??
i know everyone is unique...there's no two ppl who are the same..
somehow i don't feel like i'm accepted.not worthy at all..
i'm very sorry to the ppl whom i caused hurt to..
it wasn't intentional..i know that not being truthful was the cause of it all..
i really love you..sorry..
guess the person must feel stress..
4 girls staring at him with cameras in hand..lol
sengkang sec
coy 1
KF2(iylia,jiaying,me,qianci&huiling)
jingyi,me&peiyun
"green wall" my god..the plant grow so long sia..
bbq pit..ahh..skyguides eating..
(sry.invaded your privacy..)
me & qianci
jingyi,bixia,me
what's with the weird names??
ranggung..huh??
saliva drop..
me @ the traffic light
compass point..wahh..me wanna play!! lame=.=
LRT..i didn't intentionally take the aunty hor..
wahh..got linkway sia..
polished trefoil..lol..so black..
skss ava room..
visualisers as stage lights..o.O
campfire..
omg!! giant!
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-11:25
