Wednesday, 20 May 2009
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this is vanessa's #101 post? lol
anyway nothing to celebrate.
i finally accept the fact that i'm weaker than i think,or even what i used to be.
whether it's mentally,emotionally,physically or academically..one word: WEAK.
you know how sad it is?
broke 2 records in a negative way this sa.
first ever c6 and first non-a1 for sci.
i'm not gonna apply for sci spec.you think still got chance given my other stuff?
i was put into a difficult situation today.
torn between 2 loves- 2/5 & kf2
didn't know what to do luhh..
it's frustrating and very very very sad when you have to make a choice.
it's just the thing that when you are in sec 2,things change.
you have to be responsible already.
and yes, commitments can be a bother at times,
but this is what i must do.whether as a junior,senior,25-er or even as a friend.
RESPONSIBILITY.
big word.
schedule is sadly,VERY PACKED from now till end of june hols.
so err, chill whenever possible((:
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-22:06
