Monday, 17 August 2009
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shit. i'm typing this for the second time cuz the thing suddenly deleted itself and blogger didnt save a draft.
blogger is so getting on my nerves. the whole bar just went missing.
dammit.another addition to what was a disastrous day.
I'M NEAR BREAKING POINT.
it's a long list of why questions.
does it make you happy to see me break down?
why are you doing this to me?
did i do anything wrong?
look, i'm just trying very hard to do my job.
it's a s innocent as that.
i'm different from you. the pressure and working condition is different.
you'll never understand.neither will anyone try putting themselves into my shoes.
i'm not trying to blame anyone.
can't we just try to have a happy relationship?
being 'in-between' in tough mentally,physically and emotionally.
do you realise you are threatening the things that holds us together? like FYI.
it wasnt achieved in just a day you know. any idea how priceless it is?
sometimes we just have to give in to each other. we cant afford to have internal conflict.
izzit THAT hard? seriously?
i'm not asking you to give in to unreasonable requests but it's ok to just take a step back and not always insist it your way. we cant be selfish.
and i'm damn pissed off when ppl expect so much of me while i'm not suppose to expect anything of them.
what is this lahh?
we are all human beings. just like you, i HAVE feelings too ok.
why izzit that i'm always there for you while you're no where close to showing any concern?
it's not asking alot. i dont really need you to listen to all my rantings.
i just need affirmation- that i'm not alone in this.
tell me, that i am not fighting this losing battle all alone.
*this post is shorter than original.well nvm, it will probably be a waste of your time reading it ba.
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-20:40
