Friday, 9 April 2010
♥
it's strange to think the songs we used to sing, the smiles, the flowers everything, is gone. yesterday i found out abt you. even now just looking at you,
FEELS WRONG
i think i really have nth left to say abt this.
oh but i can see that ___ has grown very matured!
HAHA so damn proud :D
so maybe we all just need time.
immature behaviour that i displayed today:
-getting upset over the unfairness of life.
-irritated by pri sch kids who were bitching abt me
LOL. life is indeed unfair and tragic, so i gotta learn to accept it.
and no point fighting with those CHILDREN.
i live for myself. <-----actually this is rather ironic if you know the details of the 'unfairness thing'.
anyway today was such a strange day.
i was damn pissed off, then the tears started flowing.
but after complaining abt ____ and having hearty conversations with my darlings,
hey, it isnt so bad:D
i found the words inside me.so i could shout it out to the world.
so awesome.
i'm actually happy.
cuz i figured out what my heart is saying.
even though i know you'll never be able to hear it.
but it's nice rmbr-ing and talking abt you.no matter if that's right or not.
i'm actually happy.
cuz i know you love me.
even if you dont say it.
even if you have a diff way of expressing it.
thankyou(: you guys are such a blessing:D
i'm actually happy.
cuz i know i'm wanted.
even if you call me at weird timings
and start talking to me randomly.
thankyou(: for treating me as someone you can be very comfortable and carefree with:D
i'm actually happy.
cuz i'm recognised for my efforts.
even if it's in such a way that i'm pissed with.
thankyou(: for giving me a chance:D
YES I LOVE YOU DEAR
i think my life would suck without you guys. like what am i gonna do man.
HAHA.
today is sort of like aguides sec 4s last day. omg so sad.
i saw them crying.
so heartbreaking.
i love you qianci and huiling((:
you guys are damn awesome.
and thanks sharon,
i'll jiayou! :D
TWM is gonna drain me a lot.
but since y'all believe so much in me,
i shouldnt let you and myself down. ((:
and thanks iylia, i think i feel much better after talking to you.
same goes to
jingwen.i'm pretty touched by your gestures :DD
py and jingyi for organising this initiative. cuz i found what i was looking for :D
jiaying, for being so supportive:D
gen, for helping to relieve my stress :D
kiran, for just being such an awesome snd thoughtful friend:D
perini, for always providing unique experiences:D
dinah, for encouraging me:D
jiamei, for opening my eyes to the world.:D
glenice, for making me laugh all the time :D
mz, for being fearless and not hide who she really is:D
jiahui, for being so steady and guai! haha role model:D
hm yea, ok i think i just love everyone !
omg i just looked at the picture.i cant believe what i did last time.
and yea, i dont owe you anything. but you do :D
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-23:07
