Monday, 17 May 2010
say that you wanna be with me too♥
it turns out that my arms are overworked, not the legs.
HAHA;D
add bowling to the record.
this morning went to sch, felt horribly uneasy.
further more, i didnt sweat. had problems scanning in-.-"" LOL
didnt touch any books for the whole weekend. GOSH
felt so wrong. i was playing-.-
sleep over @ marianne&richard's house
going to 7 years since the yeo,choy&goh families had one together. O.o
spent the time transfering songs,strolling,friendly arguments,camwhore,movies,snacking,gossiping,church(mass),bowling,writing a book,balloon volleyball,board game,playing @ kidzone in the singapore clubhouse(esplanade).
it's been years since we last went there together! hahaa i rmbr i still couldnt swim at that time.and i was bloody short-.-" hm matthew was probably just one year old O.o LOL
felt incredibly old in the playroom,. HAHAHAH nolstagic eh.
and there was this super cute boy.HAHAHA OMG heeeheeeheee:DDD
love his eyes!
and all the girls were pretty protective of him. maternal instinct? ROFL
the brothers were noticeably jealous that we were showering too much concern on a stranger kid. HA! funny man.nvr expected that.=P
ALL SISTERS ARE AWESOME:D
got back some of the results. not ideal, but i'm quite satisfied. take it a step at a time.
chem, i lost 11 & half marks worth of careless/misread/eng errors. so wasted/sigh
THE HORRIBLE TRUTH:
原来在你眼里，我是那么不值得信任的。
i honestly dont know what to do.
i find it pointless now, to prove anything or say it directly in your face.
you wont believe me.
and neither do i wish it to be communicated to you this way.
it shld be felt, you shld be sure.
i'm not the independent variable and you the dependent variable.
that's not what i want.that's not what it means.
feeling so MESSED UP.
i thought of just hating you but it makes no sense.
since you didnt believe it, i might as well make the otherwise true.
but i cant bring myself to do that. i can fake it on the outside, but the inside will nvr lie.
it's just that you're not going deep enough to understand that.
you have got to know that not everything is superficial.
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-22:24
