Tuesday, 27 July 2010
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super relaxing day! HAHA:D
sometimes, it's just great to be sick.
cuz i dont need to go for training. LOL
damn awesome day(:
to top it off, i was unexpectedly contacted by iylia & glen for the most random of stuff.
yayy their words are amazingly powerful. awww
thanks for the concern these few days:D
i know i dont look like i'm sick.
unless you see my whole desk littered with biohazardous tissue paper.
eww
idk why. somehow i will just 'GLOW' when i'm unwell-.-"
when i'm fine, ppl ask if i wanna faint.
when i really do wanna faint, i look fine.
stupid siaa.
i ta han like mad you knoww.
i dont have the good fortune of my dad being my chaffeur as and when needed or my mum being the 'traditional mum' by placing her child of outmost concern.
so when i'm really unwell, i depend on my willpower to give me strength to make it back home without collapsing.
cuz i'm trained to be independent.
i train to not let it overcome me.
my mind, it's such a powerful tool.
maybe i've not been performing up to expectations academically,
because my mind is so mentally drained.
i constantly have to use it to self-counsel, counsel others, solve my problems, solve other's problems, worry abt my stuff, worry abt others.
yeah, NO WONDER.
but honestly, do i have to do so much?
i cant even handle my problems.
however i'm comforted, that at least you trust me enough to tell me your problems((:
and fyi, yours truly cut her hair.
LOL
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-20:16