Saturday, 11 September 2010
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i've finally found a website with free access to chinese subs!
heh, shall continue the rest after exams:D
http://ikan.pptv.com/search/?kw=%E9%AD%94%E7%8E%8B&p=1&l=-1&t=1&q=-1
quoting laoda,
seriously.
"SMASH YOU"
right when i was worried mad abt you...
you.were fine.
argh gosh.
i think it's just punishment for my existence tormenting you.
cuz i'm absolutely clear now,
that god create me not to be loved, but TO LOVE.
makes a lot of diff okayy
mr khoo shld be nice and make us write a whole essay on 'my purpose in life'.
and i dont know if i shld feel honoured,
that i was chosen to be the one who experiences 'misfortune in a fortunate setting'.
i wasnt meant to have it easy.
god meant for me to learn everything myself so i would not take things for granted too easily. nothing's natural. it's all nurtured.
He wanted me to be able to symphatise with others.
by being born different from others, i was supposed to go thru my experience and come out more sensitive to others.
and it's like i was sent here to watch over ppl, like their behind -the-scenes guardian angel
but no, i dont think i've done my job well.
cuz i'm supposed to 'let all unhappiness end with me.'
but it's turning out to be me causing hurt to you.
i'm sorry.
that i made you go thru this.
that i cant do anything for you.
dear vanessa, you must learn to stop expecting the best. it never comes.
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-14:22
