Sunday, 28 November 2010
fly me to the moon and let me play among the stars♥
my mind goes blank like a piece of paper every time i start typing.
i've always wanted to share the lessons i've learnt but it just goes up in smoke.
maybe i'll understand the beauty of an IPhone soon, or maybe just any other phone with wi-fi.
my train of thoughts get interrupted when faced with the glare of the monitor. sheesh.
hmm having a written diary would be GENIUS.
other than being able to write a first hand account of the things i see or think, i will be able to trace back and see the transition of my handwriting. hoho!
my thoughts are forever immature. even if they are perceived as mature as some, i still think it's still miles away from the benchmark. not that it has to be saint-like, i just think i'm still learning everyday. perhaps in this lifetime, i would not have even understood a lot of things.
after all, life is a journey.
does evil live?
sad to say, believing it doesnt is sort of a self-disillusionment.
hatred is not easily erasable.
hurt is deep-rooted.
all because of your evil demeanour.
it lives on in my heart and my memory.
even subconsciously, i cringe.
basically the crux of the whole post is:
i did sth evil.
so dear god, i pray that evil wont live on in __.
beacuse __ doesnt deserve it.
___ is beautiful. dont let me ruin that.
dont punish me like this.
dont punish us like this.
i honestly, want to turn the tide.
allow us to be clear-headed and decisive.
and i hope you find back yourself soon.
i thought it would work out but it backfired.
i nvr took into account how you would handle it.
sorry for the out of the blue thing.
this christmas, i will wish for you to be who you are.
and i think it's ten tons worth it, to save a wish for you.
god bless. there are millions of stars waiting to shine on you(:
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-22:47
