this is just the day when everything goes wrong

tears are miracle workers.
and i wonder what hormones or reactions are behind it.
simply put, those chem stuff in bio.

perhaps it makes learning reactions more interesting (and meanigful?) than the organic chem now ):

lost within my own wonderland and feeling so small.

why does the world seem so huge and the molehill becomes a hill, a hill becomes a mountain, and a mountain becomes god-knows-what D:

dark and challenging times lie ahead. saddled with so many stresses of life.

i dont understand whats going on. and i dont think i will be able to do well for A's ( by tht i mean arnd 3As,3Bs).

whats more, isnt it painful to think what a difference a year makes? (usually its painful cus each year just gets worse)

hows it possible tht just over a year ago we were inseparable, and u made one of the greatest sacrifice for me. thinking about it makes me feel apologetic, even though youre a nasty a******. yet just a few hours back, we were done with a heated argument and no one's talking. you, with your pretentious batshyt innocence and stubborn-as-a-mule; me, silently vowed to nvr ever,ever,ever give in to you again.

ridiculous!