i dreamt of you again.

it kind of paralleled us in reality.
sometimes i wonder if you know in your heart that i will always be your quiet supporter because you mean so much to me.

ive nvr said to you in person how i really felt so i guess you easily overlooked it.

you couldnt see how your actions was starting to eat me away. you thought tht it was fine but the truth is, it wasnt. ive always feared losing you, so i told myself i could put aside the fact tht i was slowly diminishing in importance.

but you were definitely too much. till tdy, you have no idea how you have chipped away my trust.

i love you so much tht i cant give up on you, but i know tht i will nvr ever trust you the same way again. you warmed my heart, yet you are the one to freeze it.

i can only think of you and dream of you. the words i'll nvr say to you in reality. you are making me cry until i am forgetting how you made me smile.

i remember in tht dream, after many years i looked into your eyes, do you rmbr me at all?

and it ended the way just as someone else decided to act like a complete stranger to me on the bus.

i dont want the same thing to ever happen to us but it really might):
the day tht we even cease to be in each others' thoughts.

right now, i can only pray that you will remember me...

i really really miss you a lot ):
and it is my biggest regret tht i can nvr say it to you. if things somehow improve, i will nvr let go of you. i will hug you, and maybe then youll understand.

but if it does come to the point when im giving up on you, will you say something? ........