a substantial number of people would have noticed by now that i carry a pack of coloured pens to school everyday. and yes, it functions as my unconventional "pencil case" . (basically it's just a cheat method to psychologically con myself to feel happy abt studying lol)

occassionally i think abt how drastically different i am from 5 years ago. whether in terms of academic success, physical appearance, personality, outlook in life , etc.

through all those struggles, things have certainly worked out for the better (:

it has been tiring lately. and some days i dont see the hope in my life.

but im thankful tht for some reason on friday evening i decided to stop and turn my head back, and i saw the rainbow in the sky.

indeed God reminds me tht He is faithful to His promises (: just like how He steered my life to place me where i am today, i can trust that He is still working actively in my life to lead me to where He intends me to be. Even if i have to struggle, i know it full well that God is for me, not against me.

i pray that the Spirit will guard my heart and mind in Christ Jesus everyday.