
i'm not too sure what kind of mode i'm in now, because i feel like giving everything up but my spirit tells me i need to press on.
and it is times like this when i truly struggle in finding security in this life :/
too many things going on lately @.@
2nd time in a year someone in the fam is staying in hospital @.@ i feel burdened for my parents because we children have not taken care of our bodies and made them worry. i just hope that everything will be alright soon and i can fly off next week in peace t.t